Dizaster

During the week I download this 8 cd program that is designed to build your confidence...

I am a VERY VERY VERY self assured person... I am always right.. And I always know it! I havn't met anyone in person in my life that I don't feel I could do a better job than them at something if I so choosed...
I am rarely outsmarted, and believe in myself more than just about anything... But for some reason i've been hit with a rather large dose of social anxiety my whole life... ...

Well this is my question.... Will Prison Break return to being my favourite television show of all time?? I hope so... And I absolutely think it is possible.. Here is why...



Well actually, first let me say that Season 3 sucked... Not sucked in a "oh no, the cat has pissed on my leg" sort of way, but sucked compared to the first 2 seasons... Season ...

Well, they did a great job of it didn't they?? They really screwed up a LOT of people's lives Yes they did!!! They have taken control! They have beaten us... We are nothing now!! They have made us who they want us to be... Taken advantage of us... Screwed us over... They did it, EASILY!!!

Who am I talking about??
THEM!! Who's them?? You know!!

THEM!!!

The ones that know human beings are entirely fucking lazy... and have decided to profit from it.! ...

Alright, this is an odd one for you guys.

As part of my self improvement/development thing, I stumbled across "affirmations" years ago.

I wrote down and recorded a tonne of them onto MP3 and used to play them over and over through headphones... They were boring as shit though so I couldn't stick with them, but I do believe they helped my mindset towards things and improved my confidence.

As i've got this big thing at the moment about becoming confident ...

I'd just written out three quarters of my first "wealth" blog, but it was sooooo long winded and going down 50 paths at once, so I deleted the lot, and am starting again. In SHORT form..

I want to be financially secure one day. More than secure, free. I want to be able to do the things I choose. Give to charity, travel, look after relatives & friends... Basically, I want the "freedom" that comes from not having to worry about money.

I know money ...

Make sure you've checked out Part 1 & Part 2 before reading on.


Right, lets get on with it....

First, a summary of the 3 levels we've discussed so far.

Level 1 - The girl is on the pedestal.
Positive - We have the lines and techniques to get up there.. With practice.
Negative - Believing the girl is superior to us is not productive for inner confidence.

Level 2 - We see ourselves as above (better than) the girl. ...

When I ended Part 1 of The OC Effect, I left you with 5 words :

"You are not your khakis"

What do I mean by this?

Well, let's start by going back to Reality 1. The girl is high & mighty on top of the pedestal, the guy is at the bottom. Feeling pretty helpless.



Obviously this isn't a real pedestal. It's just the girls apparent higher value & superiority compared ...

Sooooooo..... What is this big "concept" i've been talking about for the past few days?
What are these big "epiphanies" i've had that i've so hastily labeled "life changing"?

Well, I've given it all a name...

" The OC Effect "

It's huge! It's life changing! And it's SIMPLE!!!

Immediately I can hear you wondering.. What is "The OC Effect"? How will it "change" my life?? And how ...

Well, tomorrow is another big day in the moving out of home stakes.. Last week we looked at 3 homes. Two were quite nice and we applied for them, but both had already been accepted by someone else.

I'm not really asking for much with what we are looking for.. Here goes :

- 3 Bedrooms
It'll be me and my girlfriend, and a lady friend from her work. We really need the extra bedroom just for a bit more space, and hopefully for a part office, part gym.

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I was going to write a blog summing up what I want to get out of my whole becoming a pickup artist endeavour... But I realised that it'd be hard to sum that up without it becoming about what I want to get out of life as a whole.

In my journey towards being successful with women, I want to gain a freedom. I want to be able to feel comfortable in ANY situation. Even when no women are around. I want an ease out of life that I havn't even really tasted before.
More specifically, and ...