http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/3948-dizaster.html Boxing Forum - Index - Boxing Forum - Message Board - Chat en Fri, 24 May 2013 22:39:19 GMT vBulletin 60 http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/images/misc/rss.jpg http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/3948-dizaster.html http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog186-building-my-confidence.html Sat, 05 Jul 2008 12:07:36 GMT During the week I download this 8 cd program that is designed to build your confidence... I am a VERY VERY VERY self assured person... I am always... During the week I download this 8 cd program that is designed to build your confidence...

I am a VERY VERY VERY self assured person... I am always right.. And I always know it! I havn't met anyone in person in my life that I don't feel I could do a better job than them at something if I so choosed...
I am rarely outsmarted, and believe in myself more than just about anything... But for some reason i've been hit with a rather large dose of social anxiety my whole life...

As i've matured i've gotten more comfortable in social situations, but still if I don't keep at it, I can feel myself going back into that sucky shell that i'm so used too..

Anyway this program is cool. It was created to cater for the pickup/seduction community, but it is so much more...

Currently I am up to the 2nd step of the progam, and there is 5 steps..

Here is what they are..

Collection of Confidence

Step 1 - Write down your goals of who you want to become, how you want to feel, what you want to achieve.
I won't go into details of all my goals.. It was 3 very long pages of writting though before I felt like i'd covered everything that would make me content.... This was a very good thing to do in itself....

Oh I forgot to mention, with each step, it has a 20 to 40 minute trance/hypnosis that drills all these positive things into your head.. With step one, it help builds the belief that you can achieve your goals and get to where you want to, and can change anything that needs to be changed in order to achieve them.

Step 2 - Go out into a public place, see a girl who you would want to meet, then go 'as if' you were going to go up and talk to her,,,, then just stop, and feel what is going on in your head... What are the first thoughts that pop into your head..

This is the step i'm up to.. If you can slow yourself/brain down at that point of going up to a stranger, you can get a pattern of self defeating thought... I need to do this step for a lot longer, but for the couple of times i've done this so far, the general thoughts have been 1. "This is going to be awkwards because who just walks up to a stranger in public" 2. "This girl is going to think i'm hitting on her, and so will everyone else who's watching" 3. "I am probably going to be annoying her or interupting her day by going and talking to her"...

Pretty much they are the thoughts each time..
The part of this is to think of something else that could be other than what i've throught above... For the purpose of expanding reality and realising my thought's aren't right just because I think them.... So a possiblity could be that "even though she hasn't looked at me, she might be bored and enjoy someone talking to her", or "she might really need to ask someone a question but is to scared to ask anyone, but here I am"...
Then the 3rd part of this step is to come up with something really wild and crazy that COULD happen in some part of the universe at some time.. eg. "Her eyes nearly pop out of her head, she rips my clothes off, then chases me around saying i'm the hottest piece of ass she has ever seen and she wants to bang me infront of everyone"...

This is for the purpose of totally blowing reality open in your head, and realising that litereally, ANYTHING is possible.. And my stupid little 3 takes on the situation are NOT even close to being everything that it could be..

Step 3 - See the girl you want to talk to, and within 3 seconds you have to be walking up to her, and then just ask something like "Is your name Sarah?" she says no, and you say "sorry to bother you" and just walk off.

You need to do this 20 times a day for a whole week.. This is to get your body used to moving in the direction of your desire... You see the girl, and bang, no excuses, you go for it... It's also good to numb you to that whole thing, and take away your expectations of her having to like you or whatever... It just gets you in the habbit of walking towards the thing your afraid of.

Step 4 - Is really to be more assertive in everyday life... Social anxiety makes you a bit of a beta type person who goes along with everything everyone says.. Their are a couple of hypnosis tracks with this step to build assertiveness.

Step 5 - LOL, this is the fun one... Here you have to "put yourself out there"... Some suggestions were to wear a dress with a dildo on your head out in public... Go running in just a g-string.. Walk around a shopping centre and talk to people with sauce all over your shirt and your finger stuck up your nose...

The purpose of this is to get to that point (like after about 10 or 15 minutes) where you just don't fucken care what anyone thinks of you.. You stop associating yourself with this "ideal" image.. The image gets thrown out the window and you realise no one gives a shit, or at least you should not give a shit...

Another suggestion was to park somewhere like right at the front of a shop where you aren't supposed to, and just sit there... If someone comes out to tell you to move, just say, "i'm not moving"... It could be perceived as you being an asshole.. But it's putting yourself through a very socially awkward situation, under social pressure, and you have to sit with it.. Sit through it.. And get stronger from it...

But wearing a dildo on your head around a shopping centre?? How could anyone judge you and make you feel awkwards after you've pulled that off for a few hours...

The hypnosis tracks for all these are great.. I've felt myself getting a lot more comfortable and i've found myself starting a lot more conversations with people that just feel really natural,,, but when I think about it,,, it's really out of character for me and I wouldn't normally be talking this much.. So it has to be working..

I'll maybe post some details of my experiences when I start actually going up to girls or if I wear a dildo on my head.. ;D ]]> Dizaster http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog186-building-my-confidence.html http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog181-prison-break-season-4-return-glory.html Sat, 21 Jun 2008 06:41:14 GMT Well this is my question.... Will Prison Break return to being my favourite television show of all time?? I hope so... And I absolutely think it... Well this is my question.... Will Prison Break return to being my favourite television show of all time?? I hope so... And I absolutely think it is possible.. Here is why...



Well actually, first let me say that Season 3 sucked... Not sucked in a "oh no, the cat has pissed on my leg" sort of way, but sucked compared to the first 2 seasons... Season 3 had a lot to live up to, and did not deliver in my opinion... One thing that really pissed me off is that the writers strike cut the season from 22 episodes to 13.. That's 9 episodes of freakin awesomness that we never got to see. But even so, the season was not as good plot/energy/emotion/excitement/suspense wise as the first 2 seasons...

But I have very high hopes for Season 4 when it returns, to be as good as the first Season..



With Season 1 and 2, Michael had a plan. He had plotted out every step of the escape. Things when wrong along the way. Hiccups sent things of course. Just when you thought his plan was coming into place, something would fuck up... As soon as you thought everything was fucked up, he'd come up with something else.... It was like a cat chasing a fake mouse on the end of the string.... It was close you could smell it, but if you reached for it it would go away... That's how you felt as a watcher for every every single episode... Apart from it just being fucken cool, the plot and pace was second to no other enertainment i've experienced in my 26 years on Earth....

But the second that Season 2 ended, along with Michael getting thrown into Sona, it went down hill... Michael no longer had "a plan". He was no longer one step ahead.. Things would just fuck up randomly, but they weren't messing up a plan.. They were simple chaos... Any television show can put chaos in front of you..
And this is how it felt as a viewer.. Messy.. Meanings that really didn't mean anything..

Season 1 and 2 had you by the balls !!
Season 3 just left them hanging there, occassionaly flicking them with an index finger..



But in the end, it was Prison Break, and I loved Season 3.. Only half as much as the first 2 seasons.. But still loved it... And am even more excited that there will be a Season 4... The show needs to wind up with a Season that really does the whole show justice!!!



Now, here is why I have I have very high hopes for Season 4.

Michael will be back to his best.. He is out for revenge. Out on his own. Free to use his brilliant brain against those who took his lover. Free to sceme and plot and trap and kill and whatever..

The "PLAN" is back!!! The plan will be ready to unfold !!



And once more I can happily place my balls, back in the tight grasp of the brilliant makers of Prison Break, WHERE THEY BELONG!!


Bring on Season 4 !!!! ]]> Dizaster http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog181-prison-break-season-4-return-glory.html http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog172-im-lazy-shit-kill-me-no-feed-me.html Thu, 29 May 2008 07:32:27 GMT Well, they did a great job of it didn't they?? They really screwed up a LOT of people's lives??? Yes they did!!! They have taken control! They have beaten us... We are nothing now!! They have made us who they want us to be... Taken advantage of us... Screwed us over... They did it, EASILY!!!

Who am I talking about??
THEM!! Who's them?? You know!!

THEM!!!

The ones that know human beings are entirely fucking lazy... and have decided to profit from it.!
We are built for survival.. If we can survive on a delivered pizza while sitting in front of our television for our entire life,,, then why would we be motivated to do anything else?? All our bodies i.e. "genes" want is for us to get through our life in one peice, and fuck someone so that we have children.....

Right now, i'm surviving... As long as I don't move out of my comfort zone, (in front of the television) I probably won't die.. And as long as my girlfriend stays around forever, I probably will get to pass on my genes.....

So why would I need to do anything else?? Where does the motivation come from really, to do anything else than kill time until you die??

I ask myself and don't have an answer... One thing I know is, it is glorious to sit in front of television for hours, and eat delivered Pizza... Pizza tastes freakin awesome,,, and television is entertaining... What more could a human being need? and why?

Well, I want more.. I have goals... I want to be a hero of the Earth.. I want to help others.. I want to be remembered... blah blah blah..

I want endless good television shows... and I want the new managers at the Pizza shop around the corner from me to keep cooking those sensational pizza's that I adore..






My day :

7:45 am - Wake up for work.
8:00 am - Leave for work.
9:00 am - Start work
5:30 pm - Finish work
6:00 pm - Get home from work

6:00 pm to 12:00 am - Eat & watch television, play computer, watch more television.
12:00 pm - Go to sleep..

**** And do the same thing tomorrow ****

I NEEEEEEEED, to look at 6pm to 12am, and figure out a better way to spend my that time.
I need to write out a schedule that I stick to that included 30 minutes of exercise. Every night.
30 minutes to an hour to read the books i've been meaning to read. Every night.
30 minutes to meditate or work on centering myself. Every night.
30 minutes to work on writting my book, or moving my small business plans forward..
Every fucking night....


But those fuckers I spoke about at the start??? They are good... They are realllllllllllllllly good!!! They let me sit in front of a screen all night. Be entertained. Feel good. Forget my dreams (and worries)... Lay back.. Eat... Drink... Be a lazy ass fucking shit.... And waste away my life.... And NOT be completely and utterly pissed off about it while it's happening....


Where does it end??? Where does the endless lazy ass distracted me go and hide under a rock... And the motivated kick ass grab the world by the fucking balls me come OUT of hiding, and start making the most of the very very very few hours I have on this planet to actually do something?????

Pizza and television..... The great miracle of human life. The human soul, as complex as it is...

The great GIFT of living in this wonderous world...
...has been reduced in my case...

To Pizza and Television....


They are too good.....And they have got me beat.... ]]> Dizaster http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog172-im-lazy-shit-kill-me-no-feed-me.html http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog161-download-my-lame-hypnosis-track.html Thu, 08 May 2008 12:08:47 GMT Alright, this is an odd one for you guys.

As part of my self improvement/development thing, I stumbled across "affirmations" years ago.

I wrote down and recorded a tonne of them onto MP3 and used to play them over and over through headphones... They were boring as shit though so I couldn't stick with them, but I do believe they helped my mindset towards things and improved my confidence.

As i've got this big thing at the moment about becoming confident with women, I decided to make a recording that would build confidence in that respect.

What I eventually came up with was the idea to have a guided hypnosis, instead of just straight up boring affirmations.

!!! WARNING !!!

The recording is very very crappy. I have a very crap voice. I did not do a good job with the wording. I only recorded once and did not correct mistakes. I recorded on really crappy $5 microphone. I used a bad mixing program. etc etc.

Basically, this is as unprofessional and ghetto as it gets for a trance/meditation/hypnosis track. I hope to make it sound really good one day, as I believe that it could actually be effective at building more confidence and a better mindset in the listener.


This sample test track though was just for a bit of fun, so download and listen at your own risk.

You will most likely need headphones, the volume turned right up, somewhere to lay down, 20 minutes to relax and close your eyes, 5 beers, and a few valiums to listen to it... :)

And for f*ck's sake go easy on me if you do listen to it and want to tease me

By all means, if you have any suggestions through, i'm open to all feedback.

If I knew I would have been posting it here when I made it last year, I would have put in some 'shout outs' to some of you fella's... Definetly next time though! ;)

DOWNLOAD BELOW FOR 20 MINUTES OF LAUGHES, AND HOPEFULLY SOME CONFIDENCE THROWN IN SOMEWHERE THERE FOR GOOD MEASURE ;D

Only 25mb

http://rapidshare.com/files/11342789...dencewomen.rar ]]> Dizaster http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog161-download-my-lame-hypnosis-track.html http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog150-my-road-financial-freedom.html Mon, 28 Apr 2008 08:56:37 GMT I'd just written out three quarters of my first "wealth" blog, but it was sooooo long winded and going down 50 paths at once, so I deleted the lot, and am starting again. In SHORT form..

I want to be financially secure one day. More than secure, free. I want to be able to do the things I choose. Give to charity, travel, look after relatives & friends... Basically, I want the "freedom" that comes from not having to worry about money.

I know money is not the be all and end all, but I believe it is better to have than not have, in a lot of respects.


I have been studying all sorts of get rich, financial, business books now for about 10 years, and 100% believe I have the internal knowledge and personal internal resources to really make something of my life.

I didn't particularly come from a wealthy family. Far from it. And i'm not particularly wealth myself... Actually, far from that too. :-)
But with all my reading, I have set out some minor and major goals, and roughly drawn out a path to reach my goals.

First of all, everyone knows that Real Estate & Shares etc are the ways to GREAT wealth.. But how does a young man with little or no money, accumulate enough wealth to even be able to BUY Real Estate or Shares? It would take me forever to save enough many before I start getting back good money.. And if I wanted to get there fast, I would have to give up a LOT in the mean time.. And I don't have a lot to give up...

The second great book of my life was "Rich Dad, Poor Dad" by Robert Kiyosaki.. It gave me my first really good financial, wealth building knowledge, and his second book "Cashflow Quadrant" taught me how an every person can start on the way to making a lot of money...

That is through Business... An employee may make $50,000 a year if they are lucky, a good business could make $500,000. I don't have the money to buy a house, and that won't pay off for another 10 years anyway.
But I have the resources to start a small, part time business, and start on the path towards financial freedom.

I came up with 100's of idea's for business', and even started writting financial plans for some of them. I made up an Excel spreadsheet that I could punch in some rough figures, and it would pump out an estimated profit the business would make.
It was exciting seeing this nice profit I could make one day if I got some customers/clients.

I had to eventually realise that I did have limitations as to what I am capable of at this point in time, so had to narrow down the business idea's... And I came up with the perfect one :

Office Cleaning !!

1. I don't have much money for outlay, so this won't cost very much at all to set up.
2. I have bills to pay, so I can't leave my regular paying job, just yet anyway. Office cleaners usually do their work after hours anyway.
3. There are literally hundreds of offices and small business' around my area, so there is no shortage of clients.
4. It is something that does not require any special skills.

I originally thought of making jewellery or something like that, and got pretty far into that idea. Even designing a special eye catching stand that I would lend to the shops to display my products and make people buy them. But after going over the figures, to make the sort of profit that would make it worthwhile, I would have to spend way to many hours making the stuff, and spend to much money on materials.

So a service business was definetely the answer to that, and office cleaning is probably the most simple service you could offer.

So this is where i'm at now... I've thought of a business name "Green Global Office Cleaning". Considering everyone is "green" concious at the moment, this would be a great marketing point.
I've calculated many of the financial estimates. Worked out some marketing idea's and plans. Drawn up some task sheets for the actual cleaner to follow (which will be me to begin with). Built a pretty crappy website (I'm hoping some of the guys on here can help me with this one).
Basically, the point of the arrow is getting towards actually making this damn thing happen.
Unforunately, I have worked on any of this for about a year, and have lost motivation.

That's something I have to work out before I can make anything start to happen again. But I think this is a very good start.. Even just talking about it now is making me picture some of the idea's I had back then... I welcome anyone else who has any suggestions for my cleaning business or words of encouragement..

Anyway, I absolutely think this is the first step towards making good money in the future. It's exciting. It's well within my capabilities. And with some hard work, it will be some decent extra money on top of my regular paycheck, and I can start looking at investing in other area's.


I feel a little excitement creeping back in.... Thank you Saddo for giving us these Blogs!! It's great stuff! ]]> Dizaster http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog150-my-road-financial-freedom.html http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog146-change-your-life-forever-pua-style-part-3.html Thu, 24 Apr 2008 11:55:12 GMT Make sure you've checked out Part 1 & Part 2 before reading on.


Right, lets get on with it....

First, a summary of the 3 levels we've discussed so far.

Level 1 - The girl is on the pedestal.
Positive - We have the lines and techniques to get up there.. With practice.
Negative - Believing the girl is superior to us is not productive for inner confidence.

Level 2 - We see ourselves as above (better than) the girl.
Positive - Great inner confidence. Our game will work most of itself out on its own.
Negative - In most cases, it would take lots of success's and self improvement to fully believe this.

Level 3 - The OC Effect level - There is no above or below. Everyone is the exact same, at their core. Just about everything we use to measure 'status' in this world between people, is just materialistic bullshit. It's completely irrelevant to true social interactions.
We are led to believe that someone else, at their core, is better than us, just because they have an expensive watch? BULLSHIT!

Here is where Part 3 takes off...

If you are not you're clothes...... Then she is not her clothes either!!

If putting on a better watch doesn't change who you are, doesn't make you any better or worse. If you stay the same.
Then her putting on a new watch doesn't make her any better either!
Her core being always stays the same, regardless of what she wears.
Regardless of many things.

1. She is not the dress she came in wearing. No matter how sexy or skimpy it is.
2. She is not the glittery jewellery around her neck that shows she has money.
3. She is not the fact guys are all looking at her and hitting on her.
4. She is not the fact she got to ride in a guy's Ferrari last night.
5. She is not the money in her purse.
6. She is not her brand new shoes.
7. And she is certainly not the body that was "luckily" given to her at birth..
No matter how much she thinks she is these things..

Think about number 7 for a moment.

We give people credit, for something that they got, completley by LUCK!!
Someone can get born "hot", or born "ugly".. But no one is assessed before birth, and found "deserving" of that face. Or that body! They are lucky to have been given a pretty package to walk through life in. That's all!
Why should we give them credit for that?
Why the hell should you judge her. Or worse yet! fear her! because of the bag of skin and bones she happened to be given when she was born? It's complete crap!

Nearly every girl "attaches" themselves to that immediately.. The beleive they are better than other girls, because they are hotter.. They are not better. All they got is a more aesthetically pleasing body.. By LUCK!

Because of that body, she may have had people always falling over her throughout her life. Kissing her ass. Doing things for her. Pumping her ego & confidence. Throwing expensive things at her.
But at her core, she is the EXACT same person, as if she had been born ugly!
If she had a different face, she would have had many different experiences through life. But at her core, there is still the same person in there.
She is not the reality she's lived.
She is not her identity i.e. her looks, clothes, money, job, friends, car...

So why do you put yourself up against all these things?
Why would we walk up and pit ourselves against her ENTIRE reality, which expands to every single person she has ever known or met? When we compare ourselves to that. Of course we come up short. We are a spec in the ocean. Another drunk, meaningless guy hitting on her "god like" self.
She, and everyone around her, buys into that crap.
Be the first person ever to come along that doesn't!
Be the first person, ever, to not care one bit about ANNNNY of the superficial bullshit she thinks the world is about... Be the first guy to ever, just, talk to her! Without any prior judgement at all about what meets the eye.

Talk to her on the "ultimate" level.

Speak to an extremely hot girl on this level? And it will blow her mind! It will explode her reality! No one talks to her like that! Even her closest friends are still a little intimidated by her beauty!
How can a stranger not care about ANY of it. That is unheard of!
For a rare time in her life, something is actually real. A real interaction. A real person! And she will absolutely fall in love with it.




THE OC EFFECT - Finishing up.

This is it folks! This is the answer!

Screw her looks. Screw her reality. Screw her identity. Screw whatever she thinks the world is about.. Just go up, and talk to HER!!
Put all that superficial meaningless shit aside and forget about it. Just approach HER!!!!

You are not approaching her dress, or her boobs, or her diamond ring.. You are approaching her being! Why would you be scared of a little peice of metal on her finger?

You may have previously, embalished that ring to mean a million things, and summed it all up with "i'm not good enough for her"...

But on the ultimate level? It is just a peice of metal. It is NOTHING!

Go up, and just talk to HER!


Just imagine for a moment, all the shit, the gigantic amount of shit, that other guys are putting themselves against when they talk to this girls reality. It is almost an inpeneterable fortress for 99% of guys..
And just think how much shit that you are now cutting straight through, by approaching and speaking to her on this ultimate level.
Her reality has guys knotted up, stuttering and tounge tied.
Her reality means nothing to us! We are bypassing her whole life of experience in a split second.

Like no one has been able to do before, and especially not a stranger, you are talking to the real her.

The same her that she was on her 1st birthday. The same her that nurses little kittens. The same her that has cried from a broken heart. The same her that has layed in bed, lonely and afraid. The same her that shivers when she is cold. The same her that got teased sometime in her life, and laughed it off, but was hurt deep down. The same her that guys fall all over, but really deep down, she just wants someone to talk to her.. To break through all that crap that is built up around her physical looks, and just be with "her".


So here it is, the OC Effect. Defined by me, Dizaster. For the Layman. In long and dictionary form.


The OC Effect : (Long version)
The ability to, or the act of, approaching a women, and speaking directly to her, while completely ignoring her reality or identity. Speaking directly to HER, minus her flashy clothes or sexy dress. Minus her reality of men always falling over her. Minus the body and face she was lucky to have got at birth.
Minus the reality and identiy that face has given her up until the second of your approach,
You are speaking directly to the DEEP DOWN, REAL her, as she is right at that exact moment. Minus everything relating to her reality and identity.

The OC Effect :

The ability to, or the act of, approaching a women, and speaking directly to her, while completely ignoring everything to do with her reality or identity.

(Coming up)
The OC Effect is certainly not the be all and end all of attracting women. So I am going to write up a blog of where it fits in with our "lines" and "techniques", which are still very very important. The OC Effect is all about an extremely strong "inner game", and how that projects outwards into everything that you do, portaying you as a supremely confident and high status individual. Which obviously, is the key to attracting the women you desire.
]]> Dizaster http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog146-change-your-life-forever-pua-style-part-3.html http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog138-change-your-life-forever-pua-style-part-2.html Mon, 14 Apr 2008 12:44:45 GMT When I ended Part 1 of The OC Effect, I left you with 5 words :

"You are not your khakis"

What do I mean by this?

Well, let's start by going back to Reality 1. The girl is high & mighty on top of the pedestal, the guy is at the bottom. Feeling pretty helpless.



Obviously this isn't a real pedestal. It's just the girls apparent higher value & superiority compared to the male.

Why do men get extremely nervous approaching a highly attractive female? Why would we feel more intimidated by a hot girl in a club, than an equaly hot girl at our work who we need to ask a work related question?
The answer is, her reality! In fact, not even her reality. The reality we give her.

When we see a hot girl, we immediately assess & assume what her reality is, then we pit ourselves against it. We filter our entire, meaningless life & identity through her reality, and come up extremly short!
We've Adidas shoes, Her's Gucci. We're holding a beer, She's holding off 10 guys. We feel like we are losers, She feels like she's a queen!
We will come up short EVERYTIME we pit our reality against hers!
How could we even dare consider approaching her reality. What value could we possibly offer her?
Even with all our great lines, COME ON!!! It's Adidas vs Gucci !

Therefor, it's immediately apparant we cannot win this reality/identity game. We just can't!
Comparing her reality to ours, is a game that's over before it began.
Below is an example diagram of boy meets girl, in a regular interaction. Reality vs Reality. Identity vs Identity.



Imagine you worked in the mailroom of a small Microsoft office, and CEO Bill Gates walks in. Would you walk straight up & joke with him like one of your buddies? Of course not!
After we compare the realities & identities, we don't feel on the same level. So we don't act like it.
Of course, a Master PUA with 7 years experience will know he can entertain and give value to either the CEO boss, or a HOT girl in the club. So for him, comparing the realities means nothing!

But for us with no experience. Basically we're Fucked!


BUT!

We are only fucked on this level.

Remember.

"You are not your Khakis".

You are also not your Identity!
And you are definetely not your Reality!


Time for a case study.

Case Study - Britney Spears

It's safe to say, Britney Spears has gone completely bonkers of late. No one would disagree with that.
But why?
Why would someone who appears to have everything, go so off the rails? She has so much value. So much more resources & opportunites than most people could dream of!
Yet it appears to mean nothing to her! How can it be that everyone else holds so much value for her life, yet she holds absolutely none ?


Britney began performing at a young age & got a lot of attention. As Britney got older & began her rise to fame, she hit the scene in a big way!
She immediately had almost every man in the world adoring her. She had endless female fans who wanted to be just like "Britney Spears".
She could buy & wear fantastic clothes. She was waited on hand and foot. She could have almost anything she wanted. She had fame! She had the dream!
How do you think her opinion of herself would of been at that stage? How would her reality have been? SKY HIGH! She could walk into a room and KNOW everyone was blown away by her. She would feel untouchable. Bulletproof. A superior human being by all accounts!

Can you imagine her inner confidence and value for herself at this stage? Would you want that for yourself? A Rockstar adored by the world?!
It would be insane!! In an outragous way! The ultimate inner game!

BUT, at some stage as she began to approach adulthood, something happened to her that happens to all of us on some level. Some of us are more concious of it, some have no concious idea of it at all. But we will all feel it in some big or small way.

It is the idea that who we are, deep down, is not our khakis!
Who we are is not our clothes. It's not our car. It's not our fame. It's not the songs we have become famous for. It's not our makeup, or even the body we were 'given' at birth. The reality we have lived because of that body. It's not our talent that people give us credit for.
It is NOT US!! It's NOT US!!
We are NOT our possessions! We are not our identity! And we are certainly not our reality!

More case study

Take a bum off the street.. What is his reality and identity like?
But take him and give him a shower, shave, haircut, hair gel, an Armani suit, some body language lessons, and he'll have a whole new identity.
But is he still the same person deep down? Of course he is! The way he looks has changed. But HE hasn't.
People may see and treat him differently. His reality would have surely changed. His identity might shift as he experiences a different reality. But who he is won't change. It can't!

You are not your identity. And you are not your reality.

Back to Britney

Picture Britney just before adult hood. Having not come into that level of realisation that you are actually separate from your identity and reality, she still believes right down to her core, she's king of the world!

But as she begins to feel that separation of who she really is, from her songs, her money, her friends, her admiration, her fame, her entire reality up until now, she would feel very lonely!
All this credit she's got, it has been credit for her image. For her voice. For her songs.
But not credit for her.. Not the real her.
It's all for her identity!
What a fck'd realisation to have!
One moment you believed who you were was adored by the entire World. The next, you realise not a single person in the World even knows you.
Self esteem crash?
She can now go out in tracksuit pants and get a bad review, or a beautiful dress and get a good review. But neither makes shit all difference. She is still the same person!
And THAT person has nothing to do with the credit her clothes gets.
Why do you think she doesn't care what people think anymore? Because it doesn't matter what people think anymore! And she knows it!! She knows she's not her identity! & that's what they're judging.

Unfortunately, the only person in this world who can truely care about the real Britney. is Britney. & she doesn't.

Case conclusion

Adult stars don't tend to melt down this much. I feel it's because they already understand somewhat, that fame is just fame.. It is not THEM.
Good or bad movies don't change who THEY are. Of course, they could attach a bad movie review (reality) to their identity and feel bad about it. But it will never turn them into the bad review.

So if Britney is not all her good reviews. If she is not all her fans and songs and money. If she's not the Queen. What could she possibly be then?
Nothing?? What a realisation to go through!


Sorry if this is a bit of a headfuck. Bringing it back to us now will make it clearer.

How does this affect us?

Say you got dressed today in some crappy "cleaning clothes". Tracksuit pants and an old jumper.
How would others look at you? They probably wouldn't even really notice you.
But say while you were out, you bought a new $20,000 Rolex, which was covered in diamonds. You rolled up your sleaves and head off to the grocery store.
At the checkout, the girl doesn't think much of you. But suddenly, she spies the Rolex. Now her opinion of you has changed! Suddenly she's given you a new identity. Suddenly begins treating you differently, and you get a new reality.
A reality of this girl trying to chat you up!
But does her new reaction to you make you any different? NO!
None of this changes who YOU are! For fuck sake!? All you did was put a watch on your arm during the day.. YOU are still the SAME!!!
Did you start the day as one person, and suddenly change at 2pm when you bought a watch?? HELL FUCKING NO!!!
Did you change just because someone saw the watch on you? NOOOOO!

YOU ARE NOT A WATCH !!!!

Personal Story

I had personaly realised this on some unconcious level a while ago, and stopped buying new clothes.
I lost all value for them, but I didn't realise why. Except that they didn't change or define who I was. It was a sad, empty feeling to have. Things in my life suddenly lost any and all value to me. Grooming. Showering, lost all value. I knew this attitude would be harmful to my life, because everyone else still had value for these things. Just I didn't.
But at the same time, I now realise this was the greatest realisation of my life.
This was the moment I began awareness of an inner self. A self that has nothing to do with my face. A self that is not the clothes I wear. The car I drive. The things I have seen in my life. Even the body I was born into.
I am the same person I was the day I was born! I've just had a lot more experiences!
The body i'm in has aged.
People have percieved me different ways over the years.
But I have never been any different!

So here it is...

What does this mean for picking up women ?

It means FUCKING EVERYTHING !

If you are not your khakis..

NEITHER IS SHE

Part 3 to come. ]]> Dizaster http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog138-change-your-life-forever-pua-style-part-2.html http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog136-change-your-life-forever-pua-style-part-1.html Sat, 12 Apr 2008 13:24:37 GMT Sooooooo..... What is this big "concept" i've been talking about for the past few days?
What are these big "epiphanies" i've had that i've so hastily labeled "life changing"?

Well, I've given it all a name...

" The OC Effect "

It's huge! It's life changing! And it's SIMPLE!!!

Immediately I can hear you wondering.. What is "The OC Effect"? How will it "change" my life?? And how can something, which i'm hyping as such a profound concept, be SO simple?
Well, let me first introduce you to how it came about...

The Intro.

I came up with what I have coined "The OC Effect" after listening to a Real Social Dynamic seminar, hosted by their lead guy, Tyler Durden. Tyler Durden's real name is actually "Owen Cook". Hence the abbreviation "OC".

During this in depth, 4 day, 22 hour seminar, Tyler discusses a lot of the discoveries he has made through his years of training to become a Pickup Artist. He has also hosted bootcamps nearly every weekend for the past 6 years, to teach average guys the skills it takes to attract gorgeous women.
It is this lifestyle that has given him so many insights, and allowed him develop the ability to articulate them in such a way that they can be understood by the layman.

He has gone from being a shy, hopeless chump, into a guy who can pick up just about any woman in the world, without ANY fear at all.
Gorgeous women are now intimidated by him! All from him simply approaching, and saying "Hi".
How does he do this? More importantly, how can you learn to do it, without having to go through the 7 years he went through to get to that level?

Well, my epiphanies led me to the answer... An answer that I was able to sum up in a meare 5 lines.. 5 life changing Lines.. "The OC Effect"! The unfortunate thing for you though is, I'm not going to give you those 5 simple lines just yet.

Instead, I'm going to save them until the very end.
For now, I am going give you a very quick summary of the key points that led me to my epiphany. And hopefully by the end, you will have had your own epiphany, and there will be no need for me to point you directly to the answer.

You can then simply take the 5 lines, put them in your pocket, and move on to Pickup Artist Stardom!


The Beginning

As you come into the game, it is quite easy to see that Girls do the choosing,, and Men do the attracting. It's obvious!
Men will fuck anything that walks, basically. But a gorgeous woman? She can take her pick. She'll have men throwing themselves at her stupidly all night, and she'll choose the one she wants. Or choose none. Simple.
Up until now, it's been a bit of a black hole for men. See the below diagram titled "Reality 1".



Women are up there. On their pedestal. And we are down here. Sux right?!
But the seduction community came up with the answer! VALUE! We simply have to demonstrate a higher value to her, then she'll happily give us an arm up onto her pedestal..
Learning a technique to demonstrate higher value to her is like building a step at the bottom of the pedestal... Fix your body language to show your a confident guy (even if your not), and you have ANOTHER step. Eventually you will get to the top.. Problem solved!
While other guys are running around the pedestal, gazing up in amazement, we are climbing the steps towards having our way with her.
While other guys are frustrated by the REALITY of the girl being above them, we have MASTERED it!
In a reality that is clearly set AGAINST the Male race, we have the Perfect answer!!

Right ? ? ?

WRONG !!!

Sure, when we see the world in THIS reality, we can master all the techniques to get up there to the girls level.
But what if, we saw a different reality. What if we saw the world as it is in Reality number 2?



Isn't that what we want?
Our value demonstrating techniques can be used as spice, but just walking into a club fully believing you are on the pedestal above her, Isn't that what we are ultimately after? Wouldn't that make you act differently? Wouldn't that automatically bring your body language up to par? Wouldn't that make it a little easier to win her over? Raise your confidence? Make her almost AUTOMATICALLY attracted to you?
If we could BELIEVE this reality, it would make our game grow hugely? Do you agree?

The New Reality

This is where the great Pickup Artists make all their success... We have the same lines as them, but they've been doing them for years! They have also had huge success over many years..
They have proven it to themselves time and time again, that they can have these gorgeous women, any time they like.
They have eliminated their neediness and fears and anxieties,,, and are walking in with total belief that they are the ones on the pedestals...
Their belief is firmly and utterly rooted in Reality number 2. Women are the ones that need to learn how to climb those stairs.



Where does that leave you? The beginner Pickup Artist?
Wouldn't it be amazing if you could have an absolute belief in this reality too? Only without needing to go through the years of training and success' before this beleif is firmly rooted inside you?
There is no doubt, this would be AMAZING! You would cut your learning and success curve in half.
Hell, you'd cut it into 10ths!!!

But I have something to confess to you...

I can't give you this reality. :(

Not in a year, a month, a minute. Not in a second. And not in 5 lines..

It would be great! No doubt!

But I can't.


The only concelation I have for you is this.

I wouldn't want to give it to you!

Why?

Because I can do you one better! :cool:

This reality I have just described... Reality number 2.. This is the reality of the "Master" Pickup Artist! A land where most men would give their SOULS to live...

But for us,,,, we are going further.

WAY Futher!

In my next blog.. Through a short lesson that won't take you more that 10 minutes to digest...

I am taking you to the "Land of the Naturals!!"


For now, I will leave you with these 5 very important words...


"You are not your Khakis"


Click here for *Part 2*
]]> Dizaster http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog136-change-your-life-forever-pua-style-part-1.html http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog134-more-searching-place-rent.html Fri, 11 Apr 2008 12:08:00 GMT Well, tomorrow is another big day in the moving out of home stakes.. Last week we looked at 3 homes. Two were quite nice and we applied for them,... Well, tomorrow is another big day in the moving out of home stakes.. Last week we looked at 3 homes. Two were quite nice and we applied for them, but both had already been accepted by someone else.

I'm not really asking for much with what we are looking for.. Here goes :

- 3 Bedrooms
It'll be me and my girlfriend, and a lady friend from her work. We really need the extra bedroom just for a bit more space, and hopefully for a part office, part gym.

- Seperate kitch/eating area & lounge
Some of the smaller places we looked at only had the kitchen as lounge as one space, then the bedrooms coming off that.. I like having a seperate are for each.. call me spoilt. :D

- Carpet at LEAST in the bedrooms
Although polished floor boards can be nice, and I wouldn't mind them in the lounge or kitchen, I just cannot stand the thought of having floorboards through the whole house. I like the cozy, warm feeling of carpet.. It helps me relax in some way. Also floorboards create kind of an echoie house and make the place feel darker and more "unfinished".

- Room for 2 cars without having to put one on the street.
The area's we are looking at moving to, although they are family area's in the suburbs,,, they still aren't 100% wonderful.. If you have a choice, it would be better to have a car off the street and in a garage.. Or at least up in the driveway.

- Close to work
Me and my girlfriend are only using 1 car at the moment because mine is screwed. She also works different hours so she drops me at work and then drives home, then back to work. We are also about 40 minutes away from work at the moment, and the traffic completly sux!! It's about 2 1/2 hours the car does a day, but with some of the properties we've looked at, that could be cut down to 20 minutes...

I think that's about it... There isn't too much else i'm fussed about. Although as simple as my 5 rules are, my girlfriend has e-mailed me a bunch of properties all week that constantly have floor boards throughout, far from work, crappy area's, no parking, 2 bedroom etc etc... It's a bit insane, but she's just very keen to get out from under my parents house and into our own.

Tomorrow morning the alarm is set to get up early and have a look at about 8 more houses between us, and hopefully have some freakin LUCK !!!

SO WISH ME LUCK GUYS!!

I'll report back tomorrow night with how it goes.

I'll also have some time during the day to go to this BIG market in the heart of Melbourne where they have tonnes and tonnes of little stalls with handmade jewellery and cheap trendy shirts, leather boots, jeans etc etc.. So I've set aside a bit of money to buy some cool PUA items.


Finally, a prelude to my next PUA blog...

It is going to be huge! I've come up with a concept that is going to completely change my game, and the game of anyone else who reads and understands the concept... It will be of value to ANYONE who wishes to eliminate ANY fears when it comes to being face to face with a gorgeous woman... This concept will blow those fears away, and you will instantly be more worthy of her than ANY man she has EVER spoken with.. It will blow you AND her away at just how confident and sure of yourself you are around her,,,, where most men would crumble to pieces! This is the shit!!


Stay tuned!! I'll have it posted ASAP!!! ]]> Dizaster http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog134-more-searching-place-rent.html http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog126-ode-dream-girl.html Wed, 09 Apr 2008 12:36:23 GMT I was going to write a blog summing up what I want to get out of my whole becoming a pickup artist endeavour... But I realised that it'd be hard to sum that up without it becoming about what I want to get out of life as a whole.

In my journey towards being successful with women, I want to gain a freedom. I want to be able to feel comfortable in ANY situation. Even when no women are around. I want an ease out of life that I havn't even really tasted before.
More specifically, and a little more superficially, i'd like to spend intimate time with a lot of women. I love all women, and a big part of me feels that at least during some part of your life, you shouldn't limit yourself to enjoying just one,,,, when they are ALL different, and you can enjoy many of them. And gain different experiences from different women... Experiences that can enrich your life and help YOU become more,,,, that you couldn't get from just commiting your entire life to one person,,, and one person only....

There is a REALLLLLY great quote I came up with that helps explain this.

"You will never know what is enough,,,, until you know what is MORE than enough"

I think to be completely satisfied with the person i'm with and be able to settle for that, I will have to experience what is MORE than enough.. That way, I can know exactly what I want..
I accept the idea though that someone may never TRUELY know 100% what they want,,, but that is not going to stop my trying to find out.

Realising now i've gotten completely off track,,, this blog was created to show my 3 ideal looking women.. Although I had to make it 4. I love curves. A little puppy fat is sexy.. I love cute, dark looks. Dark hair usually lends itself to dark looks, so I usually prefer that... For some reason, the whole princessy spoilt brat thing does it for me in some way.. Don't know why, and don't think I could actually stand living with someone like that... But something about it drives me crazy. So I like a girl that looks like she has a bit of attitude.. Crazy sexual looking as well helps a lot.. BUT ALL THIS,, while still maintaining her "girl next door" innocence..

It's very hard for me to narrow down 4 girls that sum up my ideal looking women,,,, but when I try to assign a scale from 1 to 10 on women,,, there are certain girls that are beyond a scale... They are the things of dreams and fairytales..... Below are 4 girls that fit into this catagory. With flying colors ;D

Megan Fox

From Transformers and a couple of others. She's just 110% gorgeous and appears to have a great personality as well.. She's against the whole Paris Hilton party animal lifestyle which makes her more attractive.. And well,, She is definetly one of the finest specimens of biology that I have yet to lay my eyes upon.



Aubrey Dollar

This is a relatively new chick on the scene from Women's Murder Club. She pretty much sums up my thing for dark red head girls.. Something about the big innocent eyes and sweet face that makes me weak at the knees. I could see myself happily spending my life opposite an angelic face like Aubrey's.



Monica Bellucci

Made a small appearance in the Matrix. An older lady compared to the others, but no less stunning... She sums up pure class, and timeless good looks.. She is a very curvey lady, and I adore every inch of her.... And a face that could keep me absolutely mesmarized for hours on end without the urge to look away.



Keeley Hazell

Ahhhh Keeley... Not everyone finds her amazing.. But to me, she is again, absolutely stunning. Wonderful curves,,, a timeless, youthful 'girl next door' innocence that most men would sell their souls for, just to touch her shoes...





Basically, women are the finest creatures that walk this Earth, and there is no shame in treating them with the utmost respect. They are complex and loveable, and give meaning to the lives of men right across the world..

But at the same time, they can be equally admired for their looks, and no man should be ashamed of taking in a womans beauty and appreciating her for everything that she is...

This is my ode to the dream women of the world, whom I live for.. :cool: ]]> Dizaster http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog126-ode-dream-girl.html http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog121-more-colorful-hairdo.html Sun, 06 Apr 2008 08:51:18 GMT This is just a quick blog to post some before and after shots of my hair..
I've always hated my hair ever since I first wanted to do something with it when I was young. It's very very thick and stays like a big boof no matter what I try. I need a tonne of gel or wax to make it stay in any type of style..

I HAVE to put gel in it to go to work as well, or out anywhere, because on it's own it looks like "Beatles" hair.

To add some character to it though, i've decided to bleach a couple of parts of it... I dyed it a light black a few weeks ago to get rid of the dusty colour and cover the few grey hairs which make me look older than I want.

So anyway, pictures are at the bottom. ;D It wasn't 100% how I wanted it to look, but i'm sure it's going to get a little more attention... Good or bad, attention is what I was going for. :)



Another goal I set for myself in the PUA stakes was to buy 1 interesting item a week. Like a necklace or t-shirt or braclet etc. I went to a surf store yesterday to buy a new necklace but they didn't have any :eek: So i'm going to start that goal next week.

Also cleaned the Sh!t out of my room and with a bit more tonight, my floor will be completely clear, helping me to be motivated to do other things during the week...

Overall to sum up this week/weekend, it's been mostly successful. ;D

Hope everyone else has had a good week/weekend as well.

BEFORE...



AFTER...

]]> Dizaster http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog121-more-colorful-hairdo.html http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog118-steps-forward-into-independence.html Sat, 05 Apr 2008 06:00:16 GMT Today was a great day!

I have been wanting to move out of home for many years now, and for many reason,, but it finally looks like it's going to happen. I've been slowly saving up for the bond payment on a rental property, and the first months rent which is paid upfront. I had reached that money goal about 2 months ago but have been lazy when it comes to looking up properties and making appointments to inspect them.

However my girlfriend spent her spare time at work last week calling up Real Estate Agents and finding out their inspection times.

We went to look at 3 properties. Two were definetly worth taking so we grabbed application forms to fax in Monday. I'm PUMPED now and am going to set up another bunch of inspections for next weekend.

It's an exciting step!!! I'll have a room for my gym that ISN'T my bedroom. I'll have my weights and exercise bike set up, a stereo in the corner, and I can just get in the zone and train! Right now my gym equipment has clothes hanging all over them. My bedroom floor has clothes and crap EVERYWHERE. My environment at the moment just sucks every single bit of motivation and energy I have. And any that is left, the bickering between my girlfriend and mum suck whatever is left.. I've been running on complete empty for about a year now, and I couldn't take much more.
Having a whole house to myself and seperate rooms for my various motivations/goals is going to be HUGE..

Another plus is that i'm also moving out with a girl from my girlfriends work. She's young also, and it will be good for me to have some new femal energy in my life. Currently most of my time is just spent with 1 single person, my girlfriend, and it is making me very one dimensional. I don't have much social contact outside that relationship, and i'm looking forward to that changing.

Basically, this new house is just going to lead to a LOT of growth and a LOT of freedom!!!!

AHHHHH, FREEEEDOM!!!

Right now i've piled a bunch of excuses in my head as to why I havn't been getting fit or getting my business started. Why I havn't picked up a weight in years, or done about 10 miles on my bike in the last 6 months. I've got plenty of reason piled up as to why I never have any energy. I've blamed it all on my environment.. But the new house pretty much eliminates all of my excuses!! And I LOVE IT!

I've made a rough decision that this is my NUMBER ONE goal at the moment. Make this move happen smoothly and successfuly, and as SOON as possible!
There was about 30 people at the inspection though, meaning we are probably going to need to apply for a lot of properties before we get accepted. But i'm going to fine tune my references so I have the best chance.

BIG changes are in store for me, and I welcome them with open arms and running legs!!!

I'm becoming a man and I love it! ]]> Dizaster http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog118-steps-forward-into-independence.html http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog106-introducing-dizaster-future-masterpua.html Tue, 01 Apr 2008 10:13:35 GMT Since I turned 18, I have read 3 books, that have single handedly changed the direction of my life forever. The 3rd book, which I read only about a... Since I turned 18, I have read 3 books, that have single handedly changed the direction of my life forever.
The 3rd book, which I read only about a year ago now, was called "The Game", by Neil Strauss.
In short, it details the transformation of the author, Neil Strauss, from being a short, skinny, balding, dorky newspaper writer, into one of the worlds most well known Pickup Artists.
After following him on his journey from chump to champ, my whole belief system had changed. Forever!
I now 100% believe, with some hard work, I TOO can have gorgeous desirable women in my life. It's not about luck, or money, or looks, or showering women with love, affection or niceties.. It's about following a strict line of courtship that goes through 3 stages. Attract, Comfort, and Seduce.

Through the book, I have discovered an entire "Seduction Community" that has almost unlimited resources detailing everything that is need to Attract a complete stranger regardless of your looks, money or status. Build Comfort with her beyond what she's experienced with any other man. Then Seduce her in a way that no woman could resist, or would want to.

But as I said, there is a LOT of work involved. For a shy guy like me with very limited experience in social situations, and NO experience dealing with drop dead stunning women, it is going to take a super huge amount of training to get my social muscles up to the standards needed to win over the women of my dreams. I will need to build inner and out confidence beyond anything I can ever imagine. But I can not think of a single more rewarding task to undertake.

This blog is going to detail my progress in this area of my life.. From the simple purchase of a new cool necklace, to getting a checkout-chick to giggle, to bombing out COMPLETELY with a bunch of fat ugly chicks in a club,, to hopefully one day, bringing home 2 or 3 stunning women and having them seduce ME!

In the end, freedom from a life of frustration and disapointment in not being able to succeed with the opposite sex is all I really ask for..

And I hope the pain along the way is FAR outweighed by many, many waves of immense, frequent, Pleasure! ;D ]]> Dizaster http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog106-introducing-dizaster-future-masterpua.html http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog102-intro-dizasters-blogging-world.html Mon, 31 Mar 2008 08:19:31 GMT I've been meaning to set this bastard up for ages, but it's finally done. This is the first blog I have anywhere on the net, so it's a little exciting. For me anyway.

I've decided to catagorize my blogs and make them goal based. I'm a man who has dreams and a direction I want to go in life, and I've found I can loosely split them into 3 catagories which i'll describe shortly.
In general though, they can all come under the heading of "becoming successful"... I want to become successful in every aspect of my life. I believe to my core that I can fulfill every one of my dreams, if i'm prepared to put in the work! But more importantly,,,, I DARE to DREAM BIG dreams! I allow myself to dream embarrassingly BIG dreams!! Dreams that will take more work than most human beings on this planet could imagine! But this is my plan!

I have not left myself a plan B. There IS no plan B! Never has been, and there never will be!
Plan A = Success to the absolute BEST of my ability, and nothing less. God has given me what he has given me, and i'll be fucked if i'm going to leave this world knowing I let ANY of that go to waste. In the end I don't want any excuses, or any regrets! That's life! That's my life!

Right, here's a very quick summary of my goals in no particular order...

Money - Not much can be done in this world without the exchange of some sort of currency. You're not much older than 3 or 4 before realising money (or lack of) put limits on your enjoyment of life. It is by no means the be all and end all of life, but in wishing to live my life to the absolute fullest with no limitations, I believe it will require a lot of money... I make no apologies for wanting to be wealthy, but to balance out, I want to be equally generous and charitable.

Fitness - Not much can be done in the world if you aren't alive. Over many many years of my life, I have treated my body badly. I have eaten very poorly, been lazy, let my grooming go, and taken in more bad chemicals and toxins than I would ever care to recall. There comes a point when enough is enough, and I need to start looking after the vehicle god has given to me. So I can enjoy life as much as possible, for as long as possible.

Women & Dating - Not much in life is worth experiencing,,,, alone..!
I love women! I love the look of them, the feel of them, their energy and the energy they give me, the way they see the world, the way they make me see the world! I love everything about them! They are the ultimate gift that god has given man! But during my life, I have in no way, shape, or form been satisfied with my ability to communicate with, attract, interact, or seduce fellow members of the opposite sex. This is a big area of my life that I don't want to die with regrets.. If there are women out there to be enjoyed, I want to enjoy them. I want to have the ABILITY and CHOICE to enjoy whichever women I choose,,, and as many women as I choose.. I can't make apologies for that either.. And for the first time in my life, I DON'T believe becoming successful with women has anything to do with luck.. It's about hard work!!! Fortunately of late, that work has been neatly layed out in front of me by some master teachers.. And for the ultimate reward of having and experiencing adorable, gorgeous, happy, beautiful women in my life, I am prepared to do that work!!


Thanks to anyone who actually bothered to read all this.. It's a bit long winded,,, but i'm passionate about life! And i'm sure that is going to show through a lot through my blogs.. Unfortunately I am also lazy, and that is going to show through as well. Sadly...

Good or bad though, it's going in here..

Good luck to me, and good luck to anyone else out there with goals that they wish to achieve!! Big or small!! ]]> Dizaster http://www.saddoboxing.com/boxingforum/blogs/blog102-intro-dizasters-blogging-world.html