Funeral

I have my father in laws funeral to attend tomorrow. Its not going to be a barrel of laughs. I find it difficult being around my extended family all at once at the best of times. Moreso at a funeral. I always feel so awkward with not being able to maintain basic conversations with them. I always tend to feel like the Outsider. And of course, Im fussy with food and dont like to sleep in any bed that isnt my own (Im staying there over night).

Fingers crossed that it all goes okay. Might need to pop a sleeping pill to get to sleep earlier though!