Dizaster

Well, they did a great job of it didn't they?? They really screwed up a LOT of people's lives Yes they did!!! They have taken control! They have beaten us... We are nothing now!! They have made us who they want us to be... Taken advantage of us... Screwed us over... They did it, EASILY!!!

Who am I talking about??
THEM!! Who's them?? You know!!

THEM!!!

The ones that know human beings are entirely fucking lazy... and have decided to profit from it.!
We are built for survival.. If we can survive on a delivered pizza while sitting in front of our television for our entire life,,, then why would we be motivated to do anything else?? All our bodies i.e. "genes" want is for us to get through our life in one peice, and fuck someone so that we have children.....

Right now, i'm surviving... As long as I don't move out of my comfort zone, (in front of the television) I probably won't die.. And as long as my girlfriend stays around forever, I probably will get to pass on my genes.....

So why would I need to do anything else?? Where does the motivation come from really, to do anything else than kill time until you die??

I ask myself and don't have an answer... One thing I know is, it is glorious to sit in front of television for hours, and eat delivered Pizza... Pizza tastes freakin awesome,,, and television is entertaining... What more could a human being need? and why?

Well, I want more.. I have goals... I want to be a hero of the Earth.. I want to help others.. I want to be remembered... blah blah blah..

I want endless good television shows... and I want the new managers at the Pizza shop around the corner from me to keep cooking those sensational pizza's that I adore..






My day :

7:45 am - Wake up for work.
8:00 am - Leave for work.
9:00 am - Start work
5:30 pm - Finish work
6:00 pm - Get home from work

6:00 pm to 12:00 am - Eat & watch television, play computer, watch more television.
12:00 pm - Go to sleep..

**** And do the same thing tomorrow ****

I NEEEEEEEED, to look at 6pm to 12am, and figure out a better way to spend my that time.
I need to write out a schedule that I stick to that included 30 minutes of exercise. Every night.
30 minutes to an hour to read the books i've been meaning to read. Every night.
30 minutes to meditate or work on centering myself. Every night.
30 minutes to work on writting my book, or moving my small business plans forward..
Every fucking night....


But those fuckers I spoke about at the start They are good... They are realllllllllllllllly good!!! They let me sit in front of a screen all night. Be entertained. Feel good. Forget my dreams (and worries)... Lay back.. Eat... Drink... Be a lazy ass fucking shit.... And waste away my life.... And NOT be completely and utterly pissed off about it while it's happening....


Where does it end Where does the endless lazy ass distracted me go and hide under a rock... And the motivated kick ass grab the world by the fucking balls me come OUT of hiding, and start making the most of the very very very few hours I have on this planet to actually do something??

Pizza and television..... The great miracle of human life. The human soul, as complex as it is...

The great GIFT of living in this wonderous world...
...has been reduced in my case...

To Pizza and Television....


They are too good.....And they have got me beat....