MY IDEAL WORLD

Ideally in life I would like to come across $200 million or so (via lottery...random suitcase I find on the street) and be able to travel the world, met many beautiful women, make many wives, and have many beautiful children with these many beautiful women.

They would all co-exist peacefully in my well-decorated mansion and beautifully manicured yard while they (10 or so) are happy and content to care for the little bundles of love I have given them.

While they are happily taking care of things at home, raising my children with the utmost care, I would continue to travel the world, eat exotic meals, indulge in exotic substances, meet many people of many cultures and try to find some spirituality out of it. Possibly finding more future wives in my journeys.

And when I return back to my mansion from the journeys my wives excitedly rush to greet me at the door proclaim their love to me and show how the children have grown.

I give a hearty laugh, pat my kids on their heads, bestowing gifts to all. I profess my love to all of them, and will make sure to spent time here before my next journey, wherever it may take me. I will also question how my pets are doing...have they all been walked, played with, and cuddled? Yes? Good.

If one of my wives saw something she wanted and showed me a picture of it I would smile and say "Yes, dear, nothing is too good for you" And she turns excitingly to my other wives and show the picture of a new, diamond encrusted swimming pool which we will soon have out back. My wives gather together giggling like school girls, wondering...KNOWING, what it is they want they shall have as well.

Then on of my more sensitive wive's approaches (She might be foreign...it appears her english isn't very well) and says to me "You gone for...for very looong time....the only thing I want is lay with you....(looks down, shy, cheeks flushed) in bed tonight"

This brings a gentle smile to my face, and I caress the tear dripping down her 18 year old face (thats right!).

I say to her "Your wish shall be granted"

and then later that night she is getting it so incredibly good (however she wanted it) she exclaims "GOD!" and I know she isn't talking to the man upstairs, she's talking to the man behind her: me.

That was my life story I was bored shitless.

^lol

i was cleaning up my computer and that was my "ego ideal" from 18-19 from a psychology class. I reread it and thought it was kind of funny...shades of the egotistical, chauvinistic, megalomaniac, desire to be "God to women" asshole I see myself becoming more and more each day ;D