I was a nice 75kg travelling home LoL
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Really big days for me have happened when I've been out of work for a while, and have managed to land a good job with lots of potential.
Other times I really like are when I can get back to nature, with none of the sounds of the city, or even other humans, to intrude. Only natural sights and sounds, I find that very relaxing.
Other times of course are when a woman I've really been mad for comes home with me.
I love the invisable things of life too. Like shareing real time.
Shareing a real nasty time with someone; (not a real victum with a built in excuse,cause thats a waste of both your time,but a fighter whos down and out) and getting emotionally involved in their plight, feel their pain etc so that they experience you on exactly the same level they feel they are at.
Then eventually walking out the other side of it all with them in tact, has to be the best feeling in the world I wouldnt swap it for all the tea in China.
I wish I had more oppertunities in life to share real time like that,but the mundane crap takes over for most of it.
When you realize that something like that has worked out for the best its as if you were in a dream state for that time, Like in the zone, you went in fully awake, stepped into a nightmare where just by being there and sharing their feelings placed a different view on it; the words that come out are not yours its like they are plucked out of the air and divine timing takes over. Everything becomes slowly orderly and more managable, then you awaken to find out it was all very cool. The journey ends but becomes a new starting point for them ;however tough and however long its been going for has made them into a completly different character, a stronger one thats sets their new boundaries up ;against others who would still ride them down. They wont allow those old patterns of thoughts and feelings to ever have that effect over them again. Nothing better than to see a brother or sister throw old chains off and run again.
Good one.
Another thing I really appreciate are times when I've really felt like I've come to an understanding about the meaning of my life, the secrets of existence are unlocked, and I am at one with the universe. Then after a few hours the drugs start to wear off and none of it makes sense any more. :( :)