Every night that I get done working out... I have one of the guys in the gym hit me in the face for about a minute... nothing to really hurt me... well since my nose is still bruised that stings a might...

But anyway... I was still flinching. I wasn't turning my head away but if the person would feignt and then stop before hitting me I would shut my eyes every time. Last night halfway through this exercise... something happened.

There was a defining moment when I just relaxed. It was so defined that I even stopped the guy and said... "HEY... I just realized something I'm relaxed"...

After that... no flinching, I mean absolutly none...

To make it even more rewarding I went on to spar one of the fastest guys in the gym last night and I got a jab in on him... a solid jab. That has never happened before... what made last night different... I was relaxed and I was having fun... it was fun being in the ring trying to figure out how to get inside of this quick guys jab and defense...

Am I completely cured... I doubt it... but it's a nice start!

Blackvenom-2001