These, as mentioned by Adam, are good things to realize regarding your own nature. But if it helps you at all, you are far from a special flower in this area. Most anyone who goes through some form of major change of diet, exercise, living..is going to have to wrestle with these demons. And it is rarely done clean cut. I used to eat the worst kinda crap. Every night woofing down 4-5 ice cream drum sticks, eating all take out, or processed foods that were in our cupboards. 4-5 pop a day.
Went from that to an all natural food, all food groups and no pop diet. And it was HARD. Worst sorta cravings for a while. But they eventually went away. And to this day while I still slamm fast food joints and call them evil people killing money making empires etc...if you followed me secretly with a camera for a while, youd catch me sneaking into one for a greasy dbl cheese burg and a couple orders of those terrible for you fries, large soft drink too plz! ha
But overall I keep telling myself that stuff is shit and youre better off without it, and got myself believing it for the most part. You catch my drift as to what Im on about? Often when we talk such a game of avoidance, clean eating, living, aware of it or not, it isnt everyone else we are trying to convince, but often ourselves. This is helpful to know. Convince yourself you want it, if you want it. Talk the game until you find yourself playing it.
Anyway, like the others, I wish you luck.
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