I kinda need advice. Bad times.

[Jimanuel Boogustus]

I think I have a crush on a 17 year old

I'm 29 in a months time

I help cover a contracted run into this particutlar school/ college every now and then (for a bit of overtime) in the mornings and there is this one girl who gets on the bus who I just have to admit blows my mind, she is that unbelievably attractive...

Now usually I can simply draw the line at 'pretty' or 'cute' but in a totally non sexual way but I have been thinking about this girl all week!

I have been thinking about this girl, ALL week.

To be honest, I think it's because I know she fancies me and has been saying things and has been trying to flirt with me ever since I started covering this morning run, three weeks ago and I've always been polite but absolutely professional (and I am 100% sure that I haven't been giving off any signals of any kind) and actually, at first I was pretty offended as I am married, with a baby and am practicaly old enough to be her Dad. But it pains me to admit that she has obviously worn me down. Now I must say that I would NEVER indulge in such a depraved fantasy but I am very disappointed that this girl has kinda become just that!

The most frustrating thing is I know I can't even talk to her about it. I can't even get off the run untill another one becomes available.

I do believe that I am probably only high on this girl because she is high on me (which is pathetic, I know) and I am sure this flirting will stop soon enough but it's just something new to me and to be honest I'm just ashamed and disgusted about it.

Bad times man. Need to get a grip... Has anyone else (NOT BILBO, no offense mate) been in this situation? Just not very nice...