Muscle Memory

[WayneFlint]

Good vid, it shows that your heart is in control of much more than was first concidered, personality, everything. i find clarity helps me in performance, when you know through and through what to expect and what to do, i like to meditate before sparring or training for 20 minutes, ill just find somewhere comfortable to sit with my eyes closed for a while, then spend time afterwards when wrapping up to think and go through mentally what is going to happen and what my goals are. i do this because i know once i get in there its just fun, even if its just bag work, im a kid in a candy store, sometimes working the bag myself in the garage ending up doing 5 minute rounds and training increadibly dumb simply because i just wouldnt take a minute to step back and think about what to do, i was just having fun.
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i love the movement and i love the respect you get when you establish that first shot and you realise youve got them, you stalk and move and play with it, it all adds to the love of it for me, it sounds horrible but im not a violent person and i dont like hurting people, but i like to tame a fighter and i love to get in their head and make them twitch at the slightest hint and then using that respect to display my abilitys in an entertaining way, its more about showing people what i can do for me, rather than simply hurting the other guy, i like to entertain. Ive been called a flash **** and a poser and everything else i havent caught wind of but i dont care im in it for the time in the ring, nothing matters but you and him, in a way you could say its a form of meditation for me in itself, all the very real life problems disappear quick when your in there.

Sort of a mess this post lol not sure if i understand the point to it myself, but basically my point was it feels to me like its a lot about having love for what your doing, when the heart and mind and body are comfortable and happy. This is just my opinion or sort of what i feel, half of the time im just writing as im thinking on here, blurting out my thoughts and feelings, sometimes i think its nice to have somewhere to write things down lol, ill stop now.