Am i becoming a homo

[walrus]

I am currently in the process of moving to another part of the shitty state I live in. Anyway, I am trying to throw out as much crap as I can to streamline the process. I had an assortment of plants, some of which were getting out of control. It took me a while but I decided to end the life of a few plants so I wouldn't have to clutter up the new place. Anyway, I became very emotional tossing out the plants.

I started questioning myself as to how I could make a decision to destroy the life of something that did me No harm and probably had no plans to ever do me harm. As I put the now unpotted plant in my backyard knowing it would die a slow death. It was a tropical tree and we are now in winter in my part of the US. Anyway, I almost got a tear in my eye as I looked at the left for dead plant.

Do you think I am turning gay or maybe I am going through a gender morph. It really was an alarming emotion. Maybe it's normal, this is the first time I have intentionally killed a plant so it was my first experience. I've killed plants before, just not on purpose.