I dont quite understand what motivated me to do it. I went out last night and drank a lot of beer and I suppose this may have been an influencing factor in my actions. I then sat in front of the TV for a while and then walked up to the living room wall and punched it really hard. Again, Ive no idea what I was thinking of. What surprised me most of all was that I punched a hole into the wall and it hurt my hand like hell! The hurting hand was less surprising. So right now im looking at a reparations job because the wall is looking very messy with plaster and wallpaper hanging off. I got a good ticking off from the Mrs as well for this act of carnage. Thankfully she was fast asleep when I commited my act of random violence. My hand is now swollen as F*** and its agony to bend three of my fingers because of all the swelling S***...

Any advice on how to cover up this messy wall? We are meant to be meant to be moving out of here in a month!

And now to the main crux of my story....Am I a monster for my weight?? :P