Quote Originally Posted by El Kabong View Post
Well dang Tam, that sucks.


Anger can be a bit of an issue when training (or when you're used to training and you stop) you need to have other outlets other than just training. The clearer your head is from frustration and anger the sharper you will be.

Take care of yourself, it's good that you are away from the older gent who treats you like a child, but this is not going to be something solved so easily. You may feel as though anger helps you in the ring, but that can be very difficult to turn off outside the ring....I had that issue moving on from my days of playing sports.
I'm the most calmest and relax person ever, that was out of character from me. But you can only provoke somebody no matter how calm they are to a certain point. I rarely lose my temper, and at least I didn't do it to the guy at work. I walked away and didn't say a word. It was the mature decision. But when your own mother is screaming at you and pushing you , and you're already angry and upset I just had to let my emotion out and I would never in a million years do that to my own mother no matter how horrible she was being but I saw red and I'm having to pay the price for it now. It was a stupid mistake but we are human at especially when this company has me up at 5am doing 12 hour shifts 8 days on the bounce and me training so much and people acting funny with me it all got too much.

I'm fine now, it's happened. I've sorted everything with the boss, and my mum. I've got myself a new job and life goes on.