get over it ricky, you have nothing to be ashamed of. you have one lost in nearly 50 fights and that lost came from a bigger guy who came down from 154 and you coming up from 140 to fight a guy regarded by most as the number 1 pound for pound in boxing. you have far more going for you then 80% of the men in the world so suck it up and get back down to 140 and hold it by its neck.

good luck!