How old are you SOBO? I can't believ you are getting this hung up on a woman that clearly doesn't want to be with you and took great joy in f*cking you about like a plaything. She's probably telling all her mates how she strung you along like a lost cat.

Mate cut loose and forget her. Get over it. I guarantee that when you get out there and start meeting new women you will wonder what you saw in this girl.

FFS slap yourself round the face and belt up. You are young so just get out and enjoy yourself and stop moping about like some lovesick puppy.

harsh words but its for the best