Ive often thought if someone pulled a gun on me I'd be thinking on one level, thank God you are here. On another level there's still alot of fun to have. Depression to me is a bit like swimming with your head above water, you can allow yourself to slip under, then its harder to get back up on the surface; or you can just choose to keep kicking.
Kicking for some others in need would help you out Booze.