Are you afraid to die?

[Otley]

I can't afford to die because I have to save up for the things I would like to do before I die......!!!!!


Job Biscuit (Ok honey, be with you in a minute)!!!!




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[Ghost]

I am going to come back and haunt every one of you SOB's

[Gandalf]

Am I afraid to die? Not really, I do what I can in this life with fits and starts. Some days I really feel satisfied in what I have done. Then I get the days of despondency where my mind and hope fails me. I want to keep on living and have more of those controlled satisfied days. The cliff edge days could be fewer in number. So no I am not afraid to die at all. Most people could never consider suicide which is murder, just murder of the self. They recoil because the thought is far too hideous to face and they would rather not know or run a mile if they did see.

I'm an odd one because I always seem to be so down on life and what it hits you with, but really when life is good it is very good. Wonderful in fact. I have long spells of living like that. For me it can turn though and when it is rough I do take it the extremes and to the horrors of all around me. It takes a lot to get through on those occasions. The despair and alienation in a frame of mind like that is one where that inevitability could potentially occur. Afraid of death at a point like that? Certainly much less so.

I don't want to die and would sooner have the content me take me through to an older age, but when the time comes I am ready for it. It was always going to happen and we are rapidly getting there. There is nothingness beyond and I am cool with that. In fact that would be quite the relief.