(I see us like good bugs and bad bugs in a massive system).

A system that we can only see one portion of one part of one eleventh of what is the whole).

Even this question (Do you believe in God) is false in real terms ,its a leading question and stilted in mans self importance because it suggests everything is external, like a God would be a person external and not of the whole thereof (and only male energy).

There ARE eleven dimensions around us which all together make up the twelfth which is part of another whole; live with it.