I don't know really. It's like Martin (my trainer) said, i was already empty as soon as I stepped into the ring. I did't warm up to much, if that's your worry. Reinier and Martin have prepared so many boxers and fought so much themselves, they know exactly how far to go and even better, where to stop.
Somehow all the strength and power was just gone. I didn't really loose my breath or anything, not more than usual. Just more sort of a black out of my muscles, i don't know. The only thing that kept me going, and that's no joke, was instinct. Every punch i did give came without my knowledge, everything i wanted to do conciously my body went like: oh well, maybe tomorrow, but not now.

I can't really explain what happend, only that it did. I was overrun by the whole thing I guess. Got cought in the act. Not nerveus (didn't get scared either, thankfully, although i did get quite a beating) it just happend.

I will try to analyse it better in due time, it has been to short ago now. I'm still to much with my emotions with the fight so looking at it from a distance is difficult. But i trust my trainers, they are honest and straight in their critics, as they are uplifting and put real energy and effort in my boxing. In a while we will look at the video again to analyse it together and learn.

One 'bad' point out of all this is... now i'm really addicted to the game *LOL*