Don't worry about posting it in here Boxerjl. We nearly lost my dad, was hit by a car and he is luckily still with us.

When I first heard the news we were pretty much told he was dead, a miracle that he pulled through, he was also the only source of income, I had just started an apprenticeship on 80 pounds a month (not a lot for 37 hours but more than the 0 I got before that) so all of that was going on my traveling, food, heating, electricity etc had a little left for the gym etc.

The rest 0f the family pulled through and we are now doing OK money wise, I don't know how things are ran in the states but I am sure that they will get you back on your feet and support you until you can support your selves again.

Best Wishes to you and your family, your Father seems to have raised a Smart, Enthusiastic young man with a drive to do well at what ever he chooses to do. You've made real progress in your training with no proper trainer, shows you've got some talent and a lot of potential and the ability to work for what you want.

The sooner you can find your self a real coach the better I can pick up on things you are doing wrong in your videos etc, but if you where completelty useless there would be to much wrong for me to even bother commenting on (like the videos you posted years ago :P).

Keep your chin up and stay positive and you will get through this