Sorry to hear about your lose. I have never been in as a difficult situation as yours but I have lost a parent, my mother passed when I was 14 so I have some idea of what you are going through. Just wanted to wish you well. Since you said that you are a christian family wanted to say to remember that God does not put anything in front of us that we can not overcome. Stay positive and know that somehow some way you and your family will pull through. My family and I will say a prayer for yours.