thanks for the replies

its not about my lack of dedication to the cause or sticking it out hoping that i get picked, jeesh, its like a kids playground and nobody likes being left out at the gym. Its not only me who have been muttering about this scenario, we've had a few good boxers leave due to the new trainers ethic.

last time i sparred was my first and i gave a guy a run for my money, i was liking the way i was cutting off the ring and dominating the centre, making him work on the back foot the whole time. I was punched smack in the mouth and blood was dripping off my lips and gumshield. I dried myself off and carried on, the trainer saw this grit and smiled at me.

that night i went home on a high feeling like i was getting somewhere.

now that was january.

I love to get stuck in and hold my ground, in Taekwondo they put me in with the black belts for the sparring league when i was just a green belt (like 2 belts up from white!)... In TKD they spotted my potential and always help me to nuture it, i guess i was expecting the same from this boxing gym.
It made me hungry to grab attention and i trained harder, now i'm bored of this sh*t and feel my trade lies elsewhere.

Change of gym or to concentrate on Taekwondo....

I still run, skip and workout... just feeling a bit raped of opportunities