I feel like I am done with life

[Memphis]

Whats required here is a beer tasting video. I fucking loved those. That'll make you feel better Brock.

[brocktonblockbust]

Thanks to Beanz and Memphis for reaching out to lend a hand. I hope it did not come across as suicidal because that is not what it is just to get that out there. But it is near overwhelming melancholy. I hesitate to say depression but more like Melancholy and the French word of ENNUI.

how about I start a new thread next week or so on the let's get it on forum of beer tasting? I can make it especially entertaining by keeping the entire beer tasting to 60 seconds for each video.

Thanks again you guys those are really good points beanz I appreciate that very much.

[Dark Lord Al]

Steve you may be unpredictable but you are - YOU and that is unique in itself.
Come to Manchester and live the dream.

[walrus]

If you weren’t such a fucking dick u would probably feel better. You reap what you sow.

[Dia bando]

Steve it's a age thing mate as I said to you have travelled and seen the world and experienced more than most.
Itchy feet mate you find it hard settle hopefully you will just get used to being in one place or you experience more of the USA.😊

[walrus]

Steve it's a age thing mate as I said to you have travelled and seen the world and experienced more than most.
Itchy feet mate you find it hard settle hopefully you will just get used to being in one place or you experience more of the USA.😊

Nah he will just be a prick in an empty shell, without external distractions he needs to see himself for what he is, and it’s a hard pill to swallow

[El Kabong]

Steve it's a age thing mate as I said to you have travelled and seen the world and experienced more than most.
Itchy feet mate you find it hard settle hopefully you will just get used to being in one place or you experience more of the USA.😊

Nah he will just be a prick in an empty shell, without external distractions he needs to see himself for what he is, and it’s a hard pill to swallow

A suppository?

[brocktonblockbust]

I see myself for exactly what I am. I am in Armenian Italian-American second generation with a bachelor's degree from Rutgers College in English literature. I am 54 plus years old. I teach ESL to South East Asian students. I speak my mind without fear of reprisal. If I don't like cats or if I don't like cigarettes or if I don't like junk food or if I don't like bumbling about the house thinking of tools and yard equipment and new big screen TVs and furniture then I will simply say that I don't like it. And that goes for any other topic. If I think religion is a man-made fantasy I will say it. If I did hard research for 30 years plus and came to discover that religions are pure lies then I will say it. If I think people who follow organized religions are delusional then I will say it. I will always say what I think and if it costs me anyting I am willing to pay it.

Now a Roman Catholic would probably read my post above and think about that idiotic thing that walrus has just said. But even when I was 14 or 15 years old I was experiencing Melancholy and reading the Poetry of AE Housman and John Keats and William Shakespeare and reading the Poetry of Browning and Yeats and Samuel Taylor Coleridge and reading that poetry when I was a teenager and feeling the same empty feeling of melancholy as I feel right now.

if I wanted to feel really empty I would pretend that there was a Jewish rabbi who was born of a virgin buy a Holy Spirit and then was killed by the Romans and came back to life. That would make me feel even more Melancholy and depressed. So you can take your religious bullcrap and go see a psychiatrist about it cuz it is a serious mental disorder.

if I think somebody is a whack job I call him out on it the same way somebody can call me out if they think I am a wackjob it doesn't bother me in the least. But walrus is about as vile as they come or mentally unstable or both.

his life can be summed up as follows because he does partake in projecting this attitude to the world and that is this:

LET THEM EAT CAKE.

[walrus]

Nope, you can try to spin it but you are just a nasty spiteful prick and it left you bankrupt. That’s it, pure and simple, I’m not talking about your race, religion, ethinicity or any other smoke screen you might attempt to throw up, just your miserable human core, carry on, say what you will, I’ve said it all.