I feel like I am done with life

[brocktonblockbust]

It was funny I'll admit that. Walrus would be the one who needs the suppository as I take at least two different shits per day, when he goes maybe once every 3 or 4 days

[Batman]

It was funny I'll admit that. Walrus would be the one who needs the suppository as I take at least two different shits per day

It would be quite a feat to take the same shit more than once on any given day

[brocktonblockbust]

It was funny I'll admit that. Walrus would be the one who needs the suppository as I take at least two different shits per day

It would be quite a feat to take the same shit more than once on any given day

bwaaaaHAHAHA 🚾🚾🚾🚾🚾

I think walrus is a really nice guy and I mean that. He can say whatever he wants about me. For a time there we were texting each other at least 20 or 30 times a day and really having a lot of good laughs and a great sense of humor and making a lot of jokes and it went on for so many months I think that " joke land " became reality and the borders and the boundaries of the jokes started to become a morphis and questionable, when it crossed over that was the beginning of it.

[brocktonblockbust]

Amorphous

[Spicoli]

Repetition of a unfavorable routine spawns negativity like black mold. You gotta break the cycle, change your day up and what I always say is 'find a spot'. Something that makes ya smile in the moment. Not like a leering loon smile licking pennies in a Waffle House...but a smile that comes from the smallest thing to bigger. There are so many times we ignore a positive thought because we're obsessed..'stuck'..on seemingly overwhelming monotony or bad situations doing laps in our minds. What goes around comes around.

[walrus]

I will say this. Money isn’t everything it but allows more freedom. It allows one the ability to travel, freedom from the stress of bills which they say ruins marriages. We can manage fine without a bunch of money but it does decrease your circle. It actually sucks.

[Gandalf]

Brock get your bum out to Japan and you will find more peace. Just the air and politeness for a start. You know it is the slog of the big city grinding you down and the insanity of the West. Get out to a quiet Japanese city, stay there for 3 years and things will improve for you. The despair will never leave, but a change of scenery can help.

I have a lot to say on this topic having been through a lot this last 6 months but I won't say anything personal anymore. Needless to say I relate to a lot of the things said. I might not be 54 but I got old young and life has not always gone as it could have.

[brocktonblockbust]

nobody needs that much money. I know people who travel the entire world starting from the east coast of the United States over to Europe down to Africa across the middle east or to India down to Southeast Asia up to China and then the Far East Asia and back to California they did the whole thing for 2500 us dollars