Thanks for the comments guys...I do think ur right im not quite ready yet i think a year and a half will be my time tho....I am half way thru a college degree 2 so i do have plenty to fall back on (thanks for ur concern!), it's no that i dont have belief in my abilities but i think i can reach a much higher level eventually (and im willing to work to get there!!!) where would you guys advise me to find a trainer (i am willing to travel!!!!!)