honestly bro what your feeling in NATURAL for you are human. keep in mind tho that you are quite young. this is the proper age to be going thru these types of situations/experiences and yes even drama. its a healthy thing to be experiencing this now rather than your later years its what makes your wiser/stronger/conditioned believe it or not to handle even bigger issues later on.

all that being said, i think your just over annalyzing the situation a bit. she obviously vibed real well with you for the short time you guys were together and thats cool. but you also had a couple hang ups about her(smoking, flirting etc). i think you both made the wise decision intially to just be casual since theres gonna be a long distance thing coming soon. all these feelings your feeling about her believe it or not will PASS! sooner than later. u my boy adamgb your a good looking guy, you got good pesonality, your funny, which means getting and meeting new girls aint a thang for you! you aint like some of the fukkkin losers on this forum who we all know couldnt score a girl if they paid a prostitute.

anyways my point is this bro. your young, good looking, got pesonality, you got a bright future ahead of you! your gonna be meeting some of the finest girls you ever encountered in your liek probably for the next 10years or so. some will have shitty personalities and some will blow your mind away and make you want to fall in love with them all over again. so thats what you have to realize........ a man in your shoes should never trip out over a girl especailly at your age man. you got your whole PRIME YEARS ahead of you LITERALLY!