Quote Originally Posted by Punisher136
And if you think im bad you should be glad you dont have to hear from this kid i used to hang out with he would state his point of the story in the first three seconds and then just fill it with some useless nonsense for 6 minutes. Thats not what i do i just kinda ramble with no real sense of focus and maybe occasionally there isn't really a point to it either.
Welcome to my world .

I havedreams where I've said 'wake up this is a dream ' a trainee gobshite Shrink told me thats impossible which is utter shit cos it happened i know whathappens in my own dreams you fuck !

Had a dream where i got my mate up inthe middle of the nght to drive my van home after i'd dragged him out to jump start a hire car only i had rented , when i got there i turned the key and it shot into life , meaing i didnt need the motherloving van in the 1st place . We argued and he told me i always let him down .

Thing is he is on his last legs he's got complete Cancer of the liver his kidneys are fucked and his legs look like 2 giants hams . We don't go out any more cos i know he should'nt be drinking even a drop but he reeks worse thanever of drink !

I honestly think its my own way of telling me i've turned my back on him even thoughhe is the one who rings me when he's pissed to have a pop at me .

I have dreams where i have a gun but it won't fire or I'm sparring and the gloves are so heavy i cant even throw one punch , think it has something to do with fear of impotancy .