Quote Originally Posted by D_Monk
Damn guys I figured I'd get slammed for that one.
CCs all around.

You know, that statement comes form a premonition that I've allways had that I'd die before I turn 30.
And I've lived like it. I drink allot( I know that's a shocker to most of you) and I smoked allot unitl about a year ago, when I started weight training. I drive fast. I smoke weed sometimes, and I constanly put myself in bad positions. Maybe it will be a self-fullfilled prophesy, but I have no desire to die, I just don't live like there are consequenses. I do want to live to see my kids do well, but my biggest fear in life is to have them have to go without thier daddy. And I never was scared of death until I felt the love I feel when I'm around my babies. I'll be 29 this year. I've got allmost 1 million dollars in life insurance for my family because of it. The closer it gets the more I think about it. I have no idea how I'm going to go, but I truely believe I'll be gone before then. And as scared as I am of it, I still expect it.
Dont make excuses.....it's only a premonition.
You are the only person who is going to determine your future, and if you die their futures will drastically change because of it.....without their father.
So the advice i give to you, is to be a man and do the right thing for your kids and for yourself. Whatever that may be, you have to stick with it....no matter what.















































Ps. if this is a joke, i will sadclick you for a year non-stop till im satisfied