i remember that i wasnt sure what on earth i was doing. things were happening around me that i had no idea how to control. i threw punches out of desperation and frustration so helpless over the situation i was. i didnt understadn my opponent and what it was that he was doing to me. then i got knocked out. after, i embarked on a journey towards enlightenment and i have never been knocked down or even truly hurt since that moment. you wont ever hear me say im some kinda great or something, but i do at least take pride in this.

heh i also messed my right hand up real bad back then cause i didnt punch too well either.