I love to box and compete but I'd never choose to fight on the street unless i had to for defence. I think they are 2 different things. If that's what makes you feel like you're a coward then I don't think that's enough to judge. Really I'd be worried about breaking my hand in a street fight anyway! Overall I'd agree with Andre and I bet at least half of those who'd pay you out in this case don't compete either ......