Quote Originally Posted by The Magic Man
I think when i spar i feel like theres a fine line between heart and determination and anger

Like when all else fails, or im just in the moment and i stop fighting smart, i dont mind trading, fighting ferociously and swinging.. and it get vicious..But its not angry, In fact its just plain fun sometimes
Its a matter of learning how to point it in the right direction,and control it.
When I forgot that its part of the gig,you are hitting people after all,and being hit,that little spark that says,"Oh thats how you wanna play it?" wasnt there.
And I went down,it was really confusing,because I hadnt needed it for so long,I hadnt had to use it,and at first,I forgot about it.Put it on the shelf and forgot to dust it off.