I hate bed time.

[Gandalf]

Recently I brought a heavy schedule upon myself. I even stopped posting here as much because I just had no time for anything. Ive cancelled a significant amount of work so Im down to 3 days a week now but still a bit crazy. First class at 10am and the final one finishing at 11pm. I have a break in the afternoon but of course im in no mood for sleeping. I work that over 3 days Monday, Thursday and Friday. I get home and Im in no way ready for bed. Just want to have something to eat and unwind somehow. Then of course I have a beer over the weekend and that gets me to sleep just fine and then of course I wake up late and struggle to get to bed at a decent time the next night. A silly cycle that needs to be fixed really.

Im seriously thinking of just finishing out my contracts and then taking the end of year off of work completely. There is more to life than work....and that is a decent nights kip!!

[Von Milash]

i lay awake mostly because I can't find a job. All these years busting my ass and for what? I've applied to probably 75 jobs in the past 6 months, and not a single fucking phone call.

Sharla, right now there are no good gyms near me that I can afford. There's a nice one in Niagara Falls that was started by Billy "The Kid" Irwin, but it's $50/month. In normal times, no problem, but right now, not an option.

so I just sit there and stew about no work and no prospects, and the fact that I have school shit to do.

Plus I worry about the N. American economy. It's f'd. We're in DEEP trouble over here.

[Gandalf]

i lay awake mostly because I can't find a job. All these years busting my ass and for what? I've applied to probably 75 jobs in the past 6 months, and not a single fucking phone call.

Sharla, right now there are no good gyms near me that I can afford. There's a nice one in Niagara Falls that was started by Billy "The Kid" Irwin, but it's $50/month. In normal times, no problem, but right now, not an option.

so I just sit there and stew about no work and no prospects, and the fact that I have school shit to do.

Plus I worry about the N. American economy. It's f'd. We're in DEEP trouble over here.

Im sorry to hear about your diffficulty finding work. Worry is something that never goes hand in hand with a peaceful nights sleep. I really hope something comes your way soon enough. Good luck!!

[Douglas]

Yes looking for work sucks (perhaps worse than having to go to work itself). For every job you get denied, it means there's a better one out there. Just keep fillin' in those job applications, you'll find a job soon.

[donnydarkoIRL]

i lay awake mostly because I can't find a job. All these years busting my ass and for what? I've applied to probably 75 jobs in the past 6 months, and not a single fucking phone call.

Sharla, right now there are no good gyms near me that I can afford. There's a nice one in Niagara Falls that was started by Billy "The Kid" Irwin, but it's $50/month. In normal times, no problem, but right now, not an option.

so I just sit there and stew about no work and no prospects, and the fact that I have school shit to do.

Plus I worry about the N. American economy. It's f'd. We're in DEEP trouble over here.

Man, it sounds drastic, but maybe a move?