Quote Originally Posted by amat View Post
Well, I did honestly but it just lasts to long. You need some sanity sometime and on shrooms you just don't get it. Your mind races 100 miles per hour and you think about anything and everything in the universe it seems like and it just wears you out. I have experienced them so now don't think I need to do them again. I'm glad I did but I doubt I ever mess with them again. At this point in my life I think it's strictly weed and alchohol. The other stuff I have no desire for and whatever I don't do by my 18th birthday is sworn off for me. Well, I think I'll try coke but I'll only do it once and I have the willpower to stick to that. I've had my chances before, both chewy and just straight coke but never did. Maybe I never will but I think I will at least once, I think I owe it to myself to experiment with everything. Except meth or anything real ugly. Now is the time imo. Got to experiment, I'm truly in the last fun months of my life and can not describe how much that sucks. High school is almost over and it's time for real life to smack me in the face.

I really don't know what to do really. Well I know what to do, I know what I want to be and I know I will accomplish that but it sucks because I don't think I've matured all the way yet and still feel there are lessons to be learned. But now is when those lessons start to matter. Kind of sucks.

But hell it's 4:21 now and I'm blazed out of my mind, literally out of my mind I am out of my mind right now. Haha jk but close haha
I would stay away from Coke. It can be just as bad as meth or heroin. Cocaine is probably the drug I dislike the most, I wouldn't do it now if you paid me (well, I guess that would depend on the amount on money offered), but I seriously hate that stuff, it makes me feel awful. Smoking it is the worst. You're better off without shit like that, just drink a ton of coffee or smash your head into a wall repeatedly if you want to experiece cocaine. I used to do it fairly regularily when I was around your age, and it did nothing good for me.