well my man you seem to be in a real bitch of a situation
there are a couple of things you might want to know before we start.
im 17 years old. when i was 10 i was clinically obese, standing at 5ft 3 and weighing 230lb. i was the kind of kid that you would see on tv on the shows. i had to go and see a doctor and with hard hard excersize and help i got down to 170lb within the same of around 5 years.

slow change, maybe, but i was a kid who loved to eat, i was never really on top of my diet, i used to eat and eat. even though i so desperately wanted to be thin i couldnt resist eating when my parents werent looking. when my dad died, i made an oath with myself that i would do everything i could to get better. and i did

im now 5ft 11 and i weight 200 , and im not fat atall, you can even start to see abs.
i started to keep a monthly photo journal of me, to see if i had made a difference that month. i started getting obsessive with it all. i stopped these at the age of 15 cause i got depressed if i diddnt make a gain, but i still have all the pictures, ill send you the last one i took (bearing in mind the cheezy haircut that was cool back then, and the fat that i had never been near a weight in my life)

[img width=800 height=600]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v632/alexweeden/longstorybehindthisone.jpg[/img]

if you really sick of all this, and realy determined then i have help for you, cause i have had to go through the same thing.
what you got to do is put your pride on the shelf and do everything in your power to lose that weight, and i have just the ticket.