Bro you gotta put yourself in our shoes and then ask yourself how you'd react. This whole situation like it or not has turned into a big joke. Maybe more of charlee's fault but you paricipated in the whole thing just as much as he did. There are a ton of amatures out there not recieving this kind of treatment but you put yourself out there open for peoples responses, it's never going to be guaranteed that it will be the responsed you want to hear. I think you too love this whole thing the attention etc personally good or bad.