WELL LOOKS LIKE ITS A SINKING SHIP
i was at a coffee house and she called saying she had just finished work, I told her I wanted to talk, after some resistence, I pursuaded her to come, she was very busy, etc. So i give her my spiel, about how I am there for her, and how I want to help her through this, and that I want to help her, and not just buy getting thrown to the side and letting her think, to this she replies
"there are a lot of things we need to talk about"
which is great!, (sarcasm) our relationship has been kinda rocky for the last bit, I asked her if she would be ready to talk by tommrowo night after my test, she said she wouldnt be ready...
so to kill my curiousity, i asked, "so it's you, and its not me right" to this she smiled, and said "yeah, its me and not you"
WTF was she laughing at? that confused me, I did not confront the matter further,
well sorta, I later asked "so, is your mind basically made up" she shook her head no, then i told her she can go to her meeting, and she gave me a hug and a kiss, ON THE CHEEK! then she went to change in the bathroom, so i just left!
AM i right in assuming it is basically overand WTF could she possibly be thinimg, whether or not to break up eith me? if she is that far, I tihnk its too far and its over no? is she preparing a speech to give, or is she gathering up all my stuff so she can give it back to me? like WTF,
then again forgot to add this, i asked again if anything happened btw her an the oter guy, she again shook her head no, so... either thats the truth or I am about to find out soon enough...
what a great present for summer huh? man im gonna feel pretty shitty for a while now....
but thanks for all the for everyone who gave it,
i'll keep you updated....
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