Just be yourself. You don't need to wait around for her. You can move on with your life now. So live your life as you would. A few days will be harder then others. But don't live your life dictated by what she thinks. And the most important thing to do is, don't wait for her. Live your life and never call first, if you call her first then she has the power to pick up or not pick up. But if she calls you first, and you don't answer, she'll be thinking about it.

Do everything you do in spite of her. If she says she got bored with everything that happened over almost 2 years then you can move on knowing there was nothing more you could do.

Now it's on HER to make a move toward you, and it's up to you whether to say no or not. You're in the best place because "she" decided to step away. now the best thing for you to do is to not act needing towards her. Just live your life like you would and you don't need to drown your sorrows over her because she's not drowning her sorrows about you.

Best thing to do right now is just live your life and if she decides to try to get back in it, its your choice how far. because if it was a mistake it was HER mistake and she has to earn back. but you don't have to do anything different because it's her and not you.

So just live your life and leave it to her to do whatever she wants to do while you live your life doing what you want to do without worrying about what she's doing.

Like I said, when you make the effort you're not the one who made the mistake she is. So let her have the situation on her mind, you don't have to deal with it anymore for now.

So you don't need to drink or anything, just live like you would.

So do whatever you would do as yourself. Just make sure she doesn't factor in because at this point you need not to even concern yourself with what she does anymore.