I think this weekend will be a big help, i know i don't have to drink, but hey! imyoung, and im supposed to do stupid things!

I know the first bit will be hard, as time goes on it will get easier, so I guess calling her on the "2 year" is a bad idea?

nontheless, I will try and not think about her, as much as i can anyway, and then if it arises, then i can look at this thread again, and remember how i felt, althought im sure its not gonna go away that quickly,