Well my training log is going to be extra boring to most people for a while now!
I had my last boxing session at my gym today - I quit.
Basically it was liked the coaches were retiring me without asking me because they couldn't be bothered coaching me or finding me opportunities to compete.
This year the female nationals were separate from the mens since the mens is being held in Sydney NSW where it's still illegal to box. Because of that the they were a few months early without the usual state squad organization etc.
So left to my coaches alone they really can't be bothered preparing me or organizing for me to go over. In reality I haven't had any consistant training or sparring organized by them for more than a year or two anyway. They know i'm fit and rely on that to avoid looking silly when they throw me in but they don't teach me anything.
The Judo club is a different story. Everyone is included and coached in every session. There is plenty of feedback and a lot of enthusiasm from all involved. There is a LOT more opportunity to compete or even just participate and a lot more people in the club as a consequence. Our little university Judo club is sending three people to the olympics this year!
So while boxing is my first love - I love the fluidity of the movement and the explosiveness etc - I'll probably stick to Judo while I'm in Adelaide.
There are not many boxing clubs around within a distance I could travel to regularly enough to train properly at. Some of them are a bit dodgy and unlikely to be any better- especially technically - than where I've been training.
Plus I have been told many times by my coaches that if you leave our gym and go to another gym you are a despised traitor type person and most coaches will not take you in anyway. Many gyms in Adelaide might not even let me walk in there for fear of ruffling feathers of my now ex coaches.
I am planning on running the Nottingham marathon though when i am in the UK in September. I really don't expect to run a good time because I found out about it after arranging to attend the conference with not enough time to really train up for a decent time. I just want to prove to myself that I can do it though and I think it'll be fun. It's the Robin Hood marathon and I've promised friends photos of me running dressed up as Robin Hood
It will confirmation to me that my knee is ok now and perhaps if I do another one in 2009 that'll be a bit faster. I have always promised myself that i'd go into running competitively when I wasn't competing in boxing anymore.
Distance runners seem to peak much later that athletes in more explosive sport - many world class runners are aged from their mid thirties to mid fourties. Looks like unless I move for work - which is not unlikely in the next few months - my running plans are going to be brought forward a little.
I spoke to kristine about it. I didn't actually need to bring the topic up myself because I think she sensed my disatisfaction a while ago and has been feeling the same way. She understood. In reality as screwed as it is she will get better training there now without me.
They will be forced to include her more rather than letting her and I baby sit each other. They'll need to let her spar a few of the guys so she has some variety and even if the coaches don't give her feedback Kristine and I are well into the habit of talking through out theories and where we might be going wrong or need to to improve with sparring partners.
In other words she'll get coached by the guys and will have multiple sparring partners which should make it less likely for her to form bad habits that seemed to multiply when we were mostly only working together.
Other times I've considered quiting and felt like a cop out. Like people have to stay in it for it to have an opportunity to improve and grow. I realise now that i could never really do it completely alone because apart from everything else you need a chance to compete.
Our gym wasn't even registered until May. We missed so many show we couod have been competing in. Apparently i won Boxing SA senior female fighter of the year award but never got to accept it because the gym was not conferring with Boxing SA and I didn't get to hear about it. There were rumours up until a month or so ago that the gym might actually close but now the guys (total of 2) are fighting again.
That's just ridiculous but if there was a match here now they'd give me one or two weeks notice and still no training or sparring with people other than Kristine and they'd throw me in. I want opportunites to compete but it's more than that - i want to chance to do it properly with some preparation and build up and coaching.
So anyway that's my little rant over. People not interested in running or Judo might want to stop reading my log for a few months. After that I might move and try again elsewhere but for now my boxing days are over!
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