Quote Originally Posted by SOBO
i've been thinking, as of right now, I am feeling crappy, obviously, but I know it will pass, don't know how long, but it will. Although I do keep looking at my phone, hping she would have called, left a message etc. pretty weak I know, but see I don't actually want to talk to her, just know that she broke, and is thinking about me, and that she made a mistake, other than that, I mean i need to make some changes, like switch things around, so im not in a lull and thinking about her,
If you sit around waiting for revenge, when it happens it won't be as satisfying as you thought.

besides that, I honestlythink that I will NOT take her back if she ever asks me that, even thinking bout the poke and run, if I get the chance, but chances are that I wont go that far, I am young, and right now and during our relationship i thought she was perfect etc. just like in the movies, but im sure as my life goes on, I will be plenty more women better than her, it just stings now, that is all.
Are you making this decision because your emotionally wanting revenge or with your mind? Just remember, there's no such thing as a perfect relationships. And most relationships go through what you're going through.

Hmm.. so it was like this.

1) you think it's perfect it isn't.
2) the old flame comes and says that "he loves her"
3) This makes her rethink everything.. so she talks to you about it instead of cheating.
4) In the end she decides to seperate because she wasn't in love anymore... but then again she doesnt' go to the guy who said he loved her, which means she doesn't love him.
5) She has seperated herself from the situation.

One thing she did was that she was honest about her feelings and didn't go back to you falsely until she felt it again(which may or which may never be). But she didn't go back to you falsely and is being honest about her feelings right now.

I just wish this would pass sooner, so I can get on with my life, and not look at my phone, or check my email hoping, etc.
You're not moving on with your life if all you want is revenge. Look at this whole situation, she didn't do this because she hates you, she did it because she is confused where her loyalties lay, and it's actually looking back on it didn't it do you a favor by leaving? She left you heartbroken yea, but it's better for you to be single then you both living a lie, would you agree with that?

You shouldn't be sitting around waiting for revenge, right now I think you're very emotional right now.

But it's the wrong thing to wait for her call just to throw her back. Why not consider what she's going through right now too. And if she comes back to you or asks you can bet its BECAUSE she truly feels for you. So don't make a mistake by focusing on revenge.

Live your life, but don't wait around for revenge because thats not you, and thats not thinking smart. Live your life and let what happens happen, but don't make a mistake through pride or emotion. And really think about what you want to do without focusing on revenge.