Goddammit shit piss fuck!!!!

I hate living under a system that is unable or unwilling to deal with the special characteristics of an individual. I am talking government, legal, and medical system all rolled into one.

The government says, if you want any kind of help from us, then you have to do it this way. You need support from a doctor. And your doctor says, man you need help you need to take some meds!! fuck that noise. And then he says well maybe I can't help you, it sounds like your problems are legal. And I say well duh yeah, but this problem has fucked with my psych. OK then take this pill! And the lawyer says have you talked to a doctor? And then he says maybe I can help you but it will cost $400/hr. And the government won't support you on that without a note from the doctor. Meanwhile the fucking landlord is breathing down your neck, and you girlfriend is saying "What's your fucking problem?" and you can't tell her cause it will probably mess with her head too. So you throw up your hands and spend a good chunk of what cash you have left to go get drunk, and AAARRRGGGG!!!!!!!!! fuck it!

thanks, I feel better now.