But I have a house, a lake-house that is mine and only mine. I've only been to it once but I like it, it's about the same size as my apartment, a little bungalow, and it's just a chill place. I don't know how often I'll get up there, hopefully more now that I can afford a car that's better on gas then the 1989 Caddy I bought the day I got my bank account with all my money. It's good money I have, the money I get when the Church sells (6000 sq. ft right in the heart of Virginia Beach, it's an awesome piece of real estate) I will likely become rich yet I'm still combating all this bullshit. But I guess writing this post out does help me put the problems I have in perspective in the fact thathere just not that serious but I guess it's just things get shitty sometimes and it's hard for me at my age to figure out.

Sorry for bringin the place down here, but I just wanted to share the good news and since I'm such an asshole I had to include all the bad in there with it. Buut in reality I am super super stoked, I'll put some pics of the house in here right now.