I don't know what to make of that rather long post about becoming an alcoholic because you sad clicked me, but it did make for an interesting read. I have no hard feelings really and I am going nowhere, so there is nothing to be concerned about. I would quite like this thread to be either deleted or put in the hall of fame and to leave it at that. However,it seems to be quite popular and people seem to like the 'driving off a cliff' nature of it. Every page or so, I seem to get pulled back into the need to justify myself, but I've had enough of that. I've explained all I can and just want to put it behind me. You should to. Let's not linger on this anymore. I'm quite bored with it all.

Anyway, stop drinking and go and shag your girlfriend! You have my full support in overcoming this issue.