I used to get the odd bout of depression, in fact, about 5 years ago I was in a pretty bad place. I think like Andre said, you just got to keep kicking man. I've felt pretty content the last year or so tho. U got to be strong for those around you as well. And remember every life is valueble. Always value urself. I think the things we go thru in life is all just to evolve ourselfs to become better and wiser human beings. I hope all is well anyway booze. U just got to suck it up and soldier on dude and I'm sure everthing will be ok.