I'm not sure if this is awesome, or not. But this girl....we have a thing. I have never felt this way before about anyone. And it isn't a hold hands when walking down the beach into the sunset kinda deal. I mean, when I see her, and I think is the same for her maybe, we just light up. This is the chic that posted my phone number all over hollywood when she was there. Wrote my ph. number and e-mail into gay websites cuz she was pissed at me...I still get e-mails..."Yea, I'd love to suck your cock, etc etc..."
But meh, I can't be around her for like 2 minutes and everything else just disappears and all I can think of is wanting to do the nasty. But it isn't just that.
Thing is, we are both too stubborn. Chances are, if you are ever to see me, and I am sitting there with goofy glazed over look on my face, it is because of her. Chances are, if I am ever sitting there, with an ice pick stuck into my heart no longer sucking wind, it is because of her.
What is this? Is it love? Infatuation? A death wish? What? what...
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