but me and my cousin full spar and I'm ok he's always comin worse of it's like I jabbed him and through a soft right upper cut folloed by an even softer left uppercut and he nearly got ko I went to grab him. but I'm ok when he hits me i'm fine i just take it in my stride. I know theres different pwer to other boxers fights but I think I can handle it my docter doesn,t seem concerned he said as long as i take my medication I should be fine. I don't know the one thing I'm sure i want to do and it's possible that I cant do it. gutted man gutted i'm having a daughter soon so thats why I decided to try and live out my dreams again gutted.