She would have to quit her job. Start anew. I could live with that; I am in no position to be making judgements on people and their pasts.
She would have to quit her job. Start anew. I could live with that; I am in no position to be making judgements on people and their pasts.
In the course of my life- and you are/have been a street guy too right?- I have assaulted people, I have stabbed them. I have manufactured/sold/trafficed substances that have destroyed lives. I have done so many things that I would never do again...
If a girl did what she thought she needed to do, to get from point A to point B, I'm no motherfucker to be judgemental. My thought is, at this point in my life, that you want to be with the person, and you want to be with the person that you fit with.
Them parts don't wear out. What wears out is the capacity to feel and to care. If you find somebody that has shared a life like yours and still has those parts, get with it. I know that me, at this point in my life, has fucking zero in common with a nice girl. But if the way she looks appeals to me, and she digs me, and we can sit down and talk and get along, I'm not tripping to much on what was or used to be.
twenty years ago- and, believe me, brother, I ain't playing the "i'm older so I know' game, because I'm still just feeling my way- I felt much like you.
I have and to give you an honest answer, Im a fun BF according to my ex girlfriend's but as a husband material, I have some things to work on they say.. and this is coming from the older girls..
I'm tall, dark, handsome, and pretty succesful... most girls will put up with the bullshit if you have those qualities that's for sure..
Ive been with my perfect 10 model fiancee for 3 years and she's been by my side after all the crap i pulled so while im not going to claim to be a good catch, I know I have mad potential...
What about yourself, Dark Lord ?
I wanna marry pornstar Keisha.
Most beautiful woman who's ever graced God's green Earth.
She is Woman, hear her ROAR!
Voluptuous curves, just enough flesh in all the right places, incredibly soft toned body (because she worked out).
Ultimate embodiment of feminine sensuality, and what she does, she's done with a certain amount of decorum and refinement...because she enjoys what she does and knows that she's really good at it.
Many women turn to that lifestyle out of desperation or drug-dependency.
Other women are born for that life and well-suited to it.
Keisha is one of those ideal purveyors of fantasy.
I had her dance for me in Toronto (Etobicoke), Ontario in 1994, House of Lancaster.
Long dark mane of flowing dark hair, the dark eyes, the smooth soft body, an enchantress.
Quite amazing really.
However, (and unfortunately), women in her vocation are meant to be only a fantasy.
Real life has a way of keeping it real. Your soul will be slowly ripped apart, and the health risks are literally potentially fatal.
Yeah, I could have sex with her if I wanted, almost anyone could, but it wouldn't mean anything...other than that you got your rocks off with somebody who didn't respect you and most likely would rather not even touch you. And you didn't respect her. Strange to imagine doing something normally viewed as so intimate, but here it would be all mutual disrespect and mutual exploiting as the money changes hands and a shower happens right after.
And on my end, whatever airs of refinement and class she may project, she is still a ....(gasp) hoor.
Forgive me.
Ultimately, the only way for matters of the Heart is if you fall in love with somebody where there's mutual respect and love and acceptance.
For me, Keisha is like an itch that I can never scratch...nor allow myself to.
...and basically all you f*<kers probably have some effed-up chick that you feel the same way about...
^ Written several years ago. Tonight I was going through some of my old microsoft word documents titled "troll threads", and came upon this pornstar one and a few others like that lame "Corrales/Morales" thread...
Everything you said about Keisha I would say about Nikki Dial who was a naturally beautiful woman.
Do not let success go to your head and do not let failure get to your heart.
I couldnt come home to that certain kind of detachment in their eyes. I want 100%
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