I'm not going to lie one bit, my faith has gotten stronger in God and my expectation of better through him and Christ Jesus. Dark times and times of pain has led me to lean more on him more than anything else.
I have been through disappointment and scourging so all I had left was God and the teachings of Jesus Christ and his apostles.
I remembered his grace and power before and I know he is real and I know he will do more for me. I try to rebuke the devil on every turn as much as I can and I look to do Gods work when he directs me.
I am finding peace and I am awaiting his blessings!