Ok as a couple of you already know yer man Memphis has had a new love in his life for the past few months. Everythings going great and its only a matter of time before me and my boys bid farewell to good ol'Bristol and we all live together (she has a little boy) in Newbury where they currently are.
Until we do make the move I have a problem. The boys father is a right wanker, he's knocked mrs Memphis about in the past which of course makes my blood boil and want to stamp on his face. He never bothers with the boy but just recently has crawled out from underneath some rock somewhere and wants to see him this Sunday, we will be there at the time. Whilst we are there Im fine, if anything happens I'll be there to deal with it, its when we have to come home that bothers me. He doesnt know about me or the boys and in an attempt to not rock the boat Mrs Memphis has suggested that if asked she will say that we are just friends. I understand why she would want to do it but I dont like it one bit, no one should feel that affraid that they have to lie to someone they havent had a relationship with for five years (actually just writing this its clear that that wont fly will it? a man and his three kids in her house early in the morning, how dense you going to have to be to not put two and two together?)
I feel stuck between a rock and a hard place. On one hand I go along with the 'just friends' line and feel bad a bout it, or the cards are laid on the table and we deal with whatever fall out there is if any. Mrs Memphis has tried to play it down and says nothing will happen but going back some time he tried intimidating a bloke she was seing for a while, on that occasion it worked as he was a bit of a drip but I just couldnt allow that to happen and I think that would only make things worse, he can take a swing at me anytime he likes but sooner or later we have to leave and what happens then? Especially if I flatten the cunt.
Im not sure what we'll do at the minute to be honest, whatever keeps the peace I suppose. Im not asking for any answers from you guys, just wanted to share something with my saddo family.
Of course if anyones been through something like this let me know how things worked out.
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