I am haunted by memories and visions

[walrus]

If Brock scares away me buddy miles again, I'll slap him silly.

[brocktonblockbust]

Big T is WE buddy not YOU Buddy.

[Andre]

I was in no way joking when I wrote that original post. I am haunted by the possibility of interdimensional existence and that we pass from Dimension to Dimension after this life or this world. I wonder if spouses will see each other again I wonder if loved ones will see each other again. It is all very haunting and in the day-to-day grind that we go through here once in a while when we have a few moments to see the sunlight on the wall or the smell of spring flowers and the feeling of the breeze we realize that this day-to-day grind is so meaningless and empty. And all of the unknowns are much more magnified during those moments of transcendence and when we are laying there half asleep in a dream-like state so many memories come rushing back of all the days and mornings and afternoons and nights and all the sunlight in the shadows and if things we've seen and done and smelled and experienced. And it is a haunting a haunting like your entire life Rushing before you

Ah, so it looks like you're being attached to the things of this world very much, something very natural though. I have a different experience though. When I was a child, once in a rare while, while I'm musing in half dream-like state, I would experience this sudden flash of ecstasy lasting few seconds - I can't explain the experience exactly - this strong feeling that there is something infinitely good penetrating deep beyond, feeling of hope in its purest form - you'll have to experience it to understand what it's really like. I had that experience, whatever that was, about 5 or more times in my life, and strangely, the last one came when I was 20 years old, and that was a very, very long time ago. But anyway, those few ecstatic experience gave me hope and helped me go through lots of hardship in life - I always carry that feeling that there is something infinitely more better somewhere beyond. Call me crazy and it might just be my imagination but it doesn't matter to me because what really matter is that I believe in what I felt and that 'light' gives me hope even as I age. I just wish I could share that feeling with others, especially those who are despondent in this imperfect world...

Its not attachment to this physical world that I'm feeling, its a feeling of time slipping past like an invisible film, sweeping away all of us and all our memories, obliterating our senses and consciousness, rendering everything meaningless through constant change, through inexplicable disappearance of everything before our eyes

Maybe the spirits realization that the material world it uses isnt eternal and some of the thoughts are material with it. Electric light energy is condensed into matter therefore isnt eternal. Love illuminating may well be forever.

[brocktonblockbust]

I was in no way joking when I wrote that original post. I am haunted by the possibility of interdimensional existence and that we pass from Dimension to Dimension after this life or this world. I wonder if spouses will see each other again I wonder if loved ones will see each other again. It is all very haunting and in the day-to-day grind that we go through here once in a while when we have a few moments to see the sunlight on the wall or the smell of spring flowers and the feeling of the breeze we realize that this day-to-day grind is so meaningless and empty. And all of the unknowns are much more magnified during those moments of transcendence and when we are laying there half asleep in a dream-like state so many memories come rushing back of all the days and mornings and afternoons and nights and all the sunlight in the shadows and if things we've seen and done and smelled and experienced. And it is a haunting a haunting like your entire life Rushing before you

Ah, so it looks like you're being attached to the things of this world very much, something very natural though. I have a different experience though. When I was a child, once in a rare while, while I'm musing in half dream-like state, I would experience this sudden flash of ecstasy lasting few seconds - I can't explain the experience exactly - this strong feeling that there is something infinitely good penetrating deep beyond, feeling of hope in its purest form - you'll have to experience it to understand what it's really like. I had that experience, whatever that was, about 5 or more times in my life, and strangely, the last one came when I was 20 years old, and that was a very, very long time ago. But anyway, those few ecstatic experience gave me hope and helped me go through lots of hardship in life - I always carry that feeling that there is something infinitely more better somewhere beyond. Call me crazy and it might just be my imagination but it doesn't matter to me because what really matter is that I believe in what I felt and that 'light' gives me hope even as I age. I just wish I could share that feeling with others, especially those who are despondent in this imperfect world...

Its not attachment to this physical world that I'm feeling, its a feeling of time slipping past like an invisible film, sweeping away all of us and all our memories, obliterating our senses and consciousness, rendering everything meaningless through constant change, through inexplicable disappearance of everything before our eyes

Maybe the spirits realization that the material world it uses isnt eternal and some of the thoughts are material with it. Electric light energy is condensed into matter therefore isnt eternal. Love illuminating may well be forever.

Nice. They could be using this atomic structure/atomic decay thing. I've always wondered: why did pure energy ever decide to take shape? Was it bored? Did it want to have body? Wasn't soul enough? There had to be souls before bodies.

[Dia bando]

its probably just stress

But the truth of the matter is it is so.

Ennui.

Existentialism.

Vicissitudes of Life.

God God I was feeling chipper till I read this you depressing git LOL.

[brocktonblockbust]

its probably just stress

But the truth of the matter is it is so.

Ennui.

Existentialism.

Vicissitudes of Life.

God God I was feeling chipper till I read this you depressing git LOL.

Hey this comes straight from Charles Dickens

Don't worry Tubby the Florida Sunshine will cheer you up soon. Stay away from the shotgun racks on the back of the pickups